Monday, October 30, 2006
weeee! working is fun(: tho its super tiring larh. i almst died frm smiling and standing for 8 hrs. but de pple there are really fun! come come when i can start taking orders=D im still hosting now so its quite sian, just stand smile talk talk here and there then continue standing. not like de other waiters/waitresses get to run arnd de place! hha i shall tell you guys more when we meet up later! TATA~
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
BOOO
heh slpovr!it's nice to have pple to be crazy with.though i think yasi was very embarrassed heh.
rah i just feel so =( that i keep deproving and deproving and then diff people come to me and say, hey, i think you deproved a lot.or hey, the gap btwn us is closing!or hey, your tone deproved.why sound like that.gives a wierd face.ARGH.ok the closing gap is good cos it means the person improved but well i know the person meant i was deproving a lot.
AHH i cant take it.my tone sucks my technique sucks my sight reading sucks.and they werent even good in the first place SO CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW THEY ARE NOW.
i really hope it's just the reed.but if i were good then the reed wont matter right.
what am i saying.
i'm DEPRESSED.
actually i know it's just all my fault for not going indivs and stuff.i dunno why i am so lazy nowadays when i have no right to be.stupid elissa.guess i shall just try to work harder.and abt studies,i hate it when pple say oh, you lost to that person by one pt!i mean hello i'm not even competing and i'm REALLY GLAD she did so well.why on earth do you all just like to compare and compare AND COMPARE all the time and keep asking abt my grades if all you ever do is give me that 'you are crazy' look and go tell the whole world all my grades and pts so everyone gives me that look.cant you all just be happy and stop asking.if you ask then say congrats or sth right.no one asked you to ANNOUNCE to the whole world what.and i dun even wanna tell you all stuff cos i know it'll just make other people feel worse what.and further more, i know that wdv i did well is not me but God's grace.sighh just wish they could just understand.i guess in moments like this i wish i were in ny again when pple wont react this way.=(sighh i'm really sad that some pple in my band are retaining=( sighhhhhh.
anw,cm let's prac tgt soon!=) sorry cant go shopping with you today.next wk or sth k!
and jac i have a sudd craving to eat a cake!pls go bake for me soon=)
and YASI!um.hello!sorry i think i'm being retarded heh.
bye!!!
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I feel pissed PISSED PISSED PISSED. i think this is ruining our friendship. and its like AG:AKJSF cant she just say what she wants and not go one big round to show her unhappiness why am i always the one asking,how u feel.is this ok is this all right.
ah nvm ignore this not talking abt u all. dun feel like explaining also. sorry for such a crappy post haha
hmm tmr sleepover yay happy! omg i think im going mad. im sure we'll have fun! look forward to seeing all of u:)
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Monday, October 16, 2006
DID YOU KNOW we blogged more than 200 posts alr=)
anw i'm blogging again cos i'm SICK!got a FEVER.stupid haze.had a rly bad sorethroat last night and woke up today with a fever!so dint go sch!haha maybe cos i slept late last night.haha cm was telling me stuff and i think i give good advice!=) no lar i think cos i understand her so well RIGHT CM???=p
anw, um.i'm really bored now.too lazy to do pw, feel too piggy to go slp again, and too lazy to pack my table!
YAY gonna go dinner with yixi on tues=D and slpovr with you all on thurs!
and i'm SUPER happy abt econs.AHAHAHA.and i really thank God for such wonderful classmates who congratulated me on results and told me what was going on in class and calling and stuff!=) LOVEEE THEM!though i realise none of them will ever read this haha.
and yasi is SO SWEEEET!haha she said sweet stuff abt us on her blog!heh.
oh no i ran out of stuff to talk abt.okay BYEBYE!stop missing me so much=p
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
BOOO
haha tuesday was REALLYYYYYY fun with you all!!!esp yasi!so long nvr have so much time with her!the FONDUE was WONDERFUL!haha.and cm and jac!haha SMARTYPANTS.did so well for promos lar.at least to me heh.yep love you all!
anw, thanks CM AND JAC for coming to my open house today!!!!though jac was tired and cm too but i really appreciate it that you two came!heh.but anw my sec four church friends said sa was the funnest lor!and it was quite sian.so i really wonder how bad the other jcs are hmmm.maybe just one or two.
YEP yay next wk slpovr??=)
SEE YOU ALL SOON!!take care!
and hmm.on a side note, the yr rly passed super fast hor.seems so recent that we went open house tgt, signed up for tune-in.and i dint even expect to go sa.and now.i'm the one in sa, performing and getting pple to sign up.hmm.
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Friday, October 13, 2006
i love my section! we had funness today!=D
anyway today we had open house and i was really pissed with this pe tcher
cos we were playing tennis b4 open hse started, and then being quite noobie, de tcher called us and asked us to STOP PLAYING BECAUSE "WE ARE RUINING THE REPUTATION OF THE SCHOOL TENNIS TEAM"
WHAT RUBBISH IS DAT? IT IS THE STUPIDEST REASON IVE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE TO STOP US FRM PLAYING SPORTS
at least even sth like you are not in pe attire makes more cow sense THAN THIS STUPID SHIT
I REFUSE TO ACCEPT IT
AND i sincerely hope that the pe tcher sees this because much as i would have liked to "talk with him" over this issue just now, i did not want to sabo de rest with me to listen to both of us quarrel
he was extremely rude to me larh. i was like this is a sch property, so we arent entitled to using sch facilities? then he gave one whole damn shit talk abt how when i go work i shld "learn to accept my mistakes" OKAY SO I PLAY TENNIS IS A MISTAKE ISIT? I USE SCH FACILITY IS A MISTAKE IS IT? I AM NOT ALLOWED TO USE ANYTHING WITHOUT THE CCA'S CONSENT IS IT? WAT RUBBISH WAS HE TALKING ABOUT?! TOTALLY INCOHERENT, INSULTING AND BULLSHIT.
HE AS A TCHER IS NOT SETTING A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR US LORH
SO MARIA SHARAPOVA STARTED OUT A PRO LARH? OR ELSE IF SHE PLAYED TENNIS IN HER SCH SHE WLD BE A BAD REPUTATION TO HER TENNIS TEAM WAT?
ughhhh.
de worse thing was dat no one was there yet. the open hse hasnt even started larh
wats his problem
and even if we were DAT lousy, a tennis player wld come and straightaway know wat! just like how pple try band instrus, a trained ear wld know dat isnt a band player if hes newbie or sth wat!
SAME GOES FOR TENNIS
HELLO IF THEY CLD SEE DAT WE ARE DAT LOUSY, OF COS THEY KNOW WE CANT BE TENNIS PLAYERS
IF THEY CLDNT SEE DAT WE ARE DAT LOUSY THEN GOOD LARH WE ARE NOT SPOILING ANY REPUTATION WAT
SKDJAILDUIOUOU21O3U20930ENONDOVNO
oh and today i got zhamed on de ear by some soccer ball by this poser sec 3 guy at de street soccer court
i was soooo frightened dat i started tearing when i realised i cldnt hear anything larh.
de first thing dat came to my mind was omg wats my life gonna be if i cant hear music
then i just walked away quickly cos i was soosososososoo scared
im glad im okay now
thank God!
haha
okok talked a lot of rubbish today
TOODLES(:
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
omg...this labtop is growing dusty..i havent been online for so long needless to say blog...ahh..u knoe i miss you all so much and i really mean sooooooooooooooooo much!miss studying with you all and everything and of course miss laughing at elissa's hair..and i miss blogging too...and i miss coming online to talk..and yippie exams are finally over well maybe besides spa..but ok...im just so excited about hols ending and about our more get-togethers to come...and not to forget our trip to thailand..how exciting..tho cause of the trip we are going to make lots of self-sacrifice..but i tink its gonna be worth it..like how i sacrificed my prom last year and ended up having sooo much fun..hee...how nice...okok..anyway..hmm havent seen jac and jp in a long long time..wonder how they r...and cm too..i miss her laughter and i miss having her to laugh with me...elissa...oh well like i said i miss laughing at her hair..oh but elissa is such a sweetie..cause she reminded me to carry my inhaler around even though i m kinda lazy to do tt..hahaha...i will try to remember elissa...yay..we are going out next tuesday..exciting..and also the secret mission i m gonna carry out elissa..heee...ok..i wish all of you good health and happiness..oh yes..do take care of yourself okie!bad haze...seeya soon and i promise to update as often as i can!love ya tooooo bitsss..muacks
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Hey been a long time since i last posted haha. Exams are finally over woo! whee i've been playing crazily the past few days so fun:D anyway festival of sports just ended,even though my class didn't win anything,i think we got closer thru it so thats good huh. and today we just spent like one whole afternoon playing monkey/netball/volleyball and it was super duper funny and fun!i love my class!happy happyhappy:D
Oh ya hope everyone gets gd grades for exams,and that i dun fail econs too badly,and also WE MUST MEET UP SOON! today elissa went out with band frens and jacklyn and i went for the canoe bbq,which was fun:D:D and yasi where are u??haha aiyo havent seen u for so long leh.
Hmm i can't wait for openhouses,then can crash other schools in weird uniforms..hmm..i shall start thinking abt what is interesting to wear:D
Oh and in case u all have too much free time now and feel bored,u can go and research on Countess Elizabeth Bathory.I watched Stay Alive yesterday,which is based on her, gosh she's one demented woman haha.interesting stuff.
k that's it byee
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
WEEEEE
exams are finally over(:
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PROMOS SASA. (and yasi?)
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