Friday, July 14, 2006

hey

sighhh i'm sorry i seem quite un-enthu abt the tuesday thing cos um.(pls be prepared for a stupid reason) I WANNA GET MY RESULTS BACK PERSONALLY.
as in yes i can ask my friend tell me but but it's diff!!and seeing the ppr and stuff.feeling the SUSPENSE i cant believe i want that but it's quite exciting actually.
boohoo why cant the esplanade thing be on monday instead=(
i have all lectures on monday.SIAN.yay can skip two hours of lessons for band!
i think i'm getting back physics on tues, math too perhaps.and i'm gonna see my new chinese tchr.exciting day right?yes SO WHY DOES IT CLASH.

and i'm gonna be so busy.and ahhh i'm missing the physics thing on monday!cos got band.but i thought abt it, and realised i'm gonna be ONE OUT OF THREE singaporeans going for it.so though i would be able to see yasi=), but oh well.i'll feel so extra.so yes band is better!!

which brings me to the next pt.i'm really starting to like sa band A LOT!wow.heh and i actually made better friends with my sectionmate!actually sectionmateS the oboist is real nice.heh.dun worry yixi i still think you're the best sectionmate to have!=)

anw i was quite happy yesterday.cos of chem=D (which came as a very pleasant surprise of course but definitely all glory goes to God.and i'm sorry to whoever i told it to cos i realised i must have sounded like bragging but i was really vv happy what!!so um had to share my joy=p) and i guess i was a bit happy abt the band thing too.i really dint expect it.though it's really nothing,but i guess it made a bit of a diff.to know that, well, someone believes in me.though i think i'll just disappoint pple.so i really think i'm gonna be more commited to sa band and i shall play well and i shall work hard and i shall um.GO FOR INDIVIDUALS MORE.(aft ny and strings concert i guess.oh no but that's too late boohoo cos i think we'd break soon aft that.) i really must work harder. i cant stand it when i feel like pple are looking down on me.i get paranoid.maybe it's good cos it pushes me to work harder.and i always expect for the worse cos i'm always scared to be disappointed.maybe that's why my chem tchr said with a look of amusement on thurs that i have very low self esteem.heh i was really freaking out before she gave back the ppr.

btw i was just talking to my pri sch classmate(sort of my best friend in p6) online and it felt a bit wierd.i hope it doesnt become like that next time for us=( nono MUST NOT HAPPEN.

okay dunno why i'm writing this here but yeah CANT WAIT FOR SHOPPING TRIP WITH YOU ALL ON SUNDAY.oh and i'm sort of sad you all arent gonna go for my concert but oh well it's okay.my whole class is going that shld be enough=) ( though they're all scholars!)
yep see you!


*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 9:27 PM

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