Tuesday, May 09, 2006

HELLO!!
it's been a while since i last came here.hmmm.
yesterday we celebrated cm's bday!!
ahh we all ate till we almost died.(except jac.hmm somehow she didnt feel very bloated)
anw.despite the ruined surprises it was still v nice hor cm??:D
um.i dunno what to say le.
i feel very slacky.sigh.hmm i dunno why but i think i've sort of lost the passion for band (or wdv you call it) it cant be because i've grown sick of it cos i'm not. sigh.i really wanted to practise today.i even brought scores and stuff to school.but i dunno why i just couldn walk myself to the bandroom.(despite the fact i found out later it wasnt open or sth) but even if it were open i wouldn have gone.hmm.why am i saying this i make no sense. anw i just feel sad abt it.haha.i think dreading band is a very sad feeling to have.esp when i haven had that feeling since.since.sec one?i used to pity pple who dreaded band and wonder why they wanna dread band when band is so fun.but when i'm actually in band and playing i dun really mind it.and in fact i quite enjoy myself cos of the music.it's just the part btwn aft lessons and before band that i find it quite hard to drag myself to the room, and i feel like runnning home and sleeping or going out or doing anything else EVEN MUGGING. what is wrong with me?!?! i dunno. i just hope it gets better soon. or i dunno how to survive two yrs.
ok i dint expect to blog so long heh.see you all soon!=)


*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 4:14 PM

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