Friday, February 10, 2006

omg!results are releasing in 13 hours time...scared..u knoe wad..i suddenly realised how much i miss all of you..after seeing aiwen today when she crashed ac..i so much hoped tt u guys were here too..so sad right..its like i havent seen u guys for so long lah..esp jac and cm...hmm...oh well..results...some how i really hope results will not come out..so we dun really have to make decisions...in life..there are so many solutions for us to make..so much so tt i m sick and tired of the fact tt i have to cause myself to be in dilemma...how?i seriously dun like this feeling...the next decision i have to make is going to affect me perhaps for the rest of my life..basically..i only have 3 schools in mind:HC NJ AC...HC because all my friends are there...and tt life there is so similar to tt of NY's...Nj because eunice says tt the science teachers there r good and tt my friends are going there...AC obviously is because i am used to the surrounding and people in there...its really stupid of me to choose school based on my friends..and even worse..because of people i like etc..this is so pathetic..i cant make up my mind at all..i feel so lost and depressed..sigh...wad should i do?then again...i should erm like first look at my results first right?sigh..will i be able to live pass today?


*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 1:05 AM

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