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Sunday, January 22, 2006

hello puddings.
ive been very stressed out by my lessons=( as in he has very high expectations of me, and he keeps giving me new stuff to prac when i cant even cope with de present! i dun even have like time to sit and prac 3 hrs at least a day, which is probably wat he wants. and my tone is getting bad to worse, and i feel very bad cos i feellike im gu fu-ing his qi wangs. then i feel like giving up but i think it's quite stupid rite? and it's becoming like a burden lorh. everyday in my head im thinking i must prac i must prac, but i keep procrastinating cos i dread it a lot cos it makes me feel damn zibei and frustrated. then i feel guilty. its like HAUNTING me! ARHHHHHH.
anyway, my class mugs as well, cm. maybe it's just de hc high sch tradition but one consolation is dat we have nice snrs. we had stj yday at fish n co!=) then we went esplanade and it just reminded me of ... tho it's been so long and it doesnt really bother me as much cos we all hardly contact each other budden, it was so fun sitting in a circle admiring the night view and talking rubbish, seeing de guys do gay stuff till de wee hrs before rushing to catch de last train. those were the times. hmm i think i shld stop reminiscencing abt de past and start living de present.
oh yes happy birthday marg and janabel!=) hope both of you have a fabulouso bday and a happy year ahead.
hope to see you guys soon!=D takecare!

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