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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

hey hey!
tell you all sth sad=(
i grew shorter(ok so that's not GREW anymore.).I SHRUNK.and i got heavier.but that's only by 0.1 kg so it's ok=)

ok anw..sa is fun!!but i realised it's sort of sad cos the facilities are not as good as ny for certain things.=(like no benches so can only eat in canteen.and no sectional rooms.

oh.and my class is filled with MUGGERS=(ok not everyone lar but most of them.but it's ok cos the pple are nice=)yay i sort of feel happy i dint put ac or nj above sa.

hmm we only met once that saturday for dinner right.ok we must meet more often=)

arh three weeks to results.i think.SCARED.but nvm.shant think yet.

this entry is sort of random.oops i dont really make sense.

um.i shall add in more stuff.
been feelin lousy cos like.i dunno.ok besides the fact that my junior wants to change instru=(.then like.i dunno!!my bsn playing is stupidly very dependent on reeds and instru.like now, with a lousy reed and lousy instru.i sound like shit.i cant play properly and everything and i feel pissed.it's so irritating cos when i play on a proper instru it's fine.
and like church stuff too but nvm abt that.
and other stuff but i dun feel like elaborating.OK STOP COMPLAINING ELISSA

hmm.tomorrow is xctry.hope it's fun.
and ok sth happy.
CNY COMING!!!

oh cm ok we shall go eat icecream.
and hmm we are all in mugger places.that's sad.
okok better go bye!

*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 8:39 PM

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

hello puddings.
ive been very stressed out by my lessons=( as in he has very high expectations of me, and he keeps giving me new stuff to prac when i cant even cope with de present! i dun even have like time to sit and prac 3 hrs at least a day, which is probably wat he wants. and my tone is getting bad to worse, and i feel very bad cos i feellike im gu fu-ing his qi wangs. then i feel like giving up but i think it's quite stupid rite? and it's becoming like a burden lorh. everyday in my head im thinking i must prac i must prac, but i keep procrastinating cos i dread it a lot cos it makes me feel damn zibei and frustrated. then i feel guilty. its like HAUNTING me! ARHHHHHH.
anyway, my class mugs as well, cm. maybe it's just de hc high sch tradition but one consolation is dat we have nice snrs. we had stj yday at fish n co!=) then we went esplanade and it just reminded me of ... tho it's been so long and it doesnt really bother me as much cos we all hardly contact each other budden, it was so fun sitting in a circle admiring the night view and talking rubbish, seeing de guys do gay stuff till de wee hrs before rushing to catch de last train. those were the times. hmm i think i shld stop reminiscencing abt de past and start living de present.
oh yes happy birthday marg and janabel!=) hope both of you have a fabulouso bday and a happy year ahead.
hope to see you guys soon!=D takecare!

*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 5:52 PM

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Hello hello hello.. It's been a long time ah... how is everyone doing?:) JC life is madness. First three months supposed to have fun right.. but frm the way my class ppl (mostly the guys la) hit the bks you'd think we're j2 alr! During lunch everyone just sits at the class benches and does work. It's really stressful:/ Also in lectures they're always so fast at understanding stuff and saying things like "SO EASY THIS IS WASTING MY TIME" Gosh:/ But I suppose looking on the bright side, gd motivation.. haha.

Anyway I think Hwa Chong is a GREAT school!:D but I also miss u all and Nanyang.. let's go back visit the band soon k:) And we must eat ice-cream.. so far I've only eaten ice-cream ONCE this yr. That's so pathetic -__-

Oh and I must tell u that I grew TALLER by 1.5 cm! Hahahaha but the guys in my class still say I'm the shortest (lol I'm not there are 2 ppl shorter than me -__-) so that is kind of sad.

Hmmmm currently I'm thinking abt what CCA to join. A lot of choices and challenges and sacrifices to be made, whichever decision I make I know there's a lot of stuff I'll be giving up. What abt u guys? Do update:)

*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 12:31 PM

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

hey!!=)
we managed to go out!!
but not as four pple=(
sigh but nvm we'll go out next wk k?=)
had fun yesterday and today.
oh jac and me got slippers!
yay!
ok gtg bye!!
take care and i love you all!=)

*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 10:07 PM

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

hello everyonee!
haiyarh i am very upset.........................................................................
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................................................................................................................................=( i hope we meet up soon! let's go DESTRESS.

*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 9:03 PM

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Monday, January 02, 2006

hey!!shall blog abt um..farewell and jac's bday and today.JAC I AM NOT A NAG!!
anw..farewell was nice=)the basses got me a jigsaw puzzle they designed!!!so nice!and hmm the food was ok too=)i helped pple peel prawns haha.and fishball is nice!haha.i dunno why she was being so nice but i'm happy!!yay i can practise!ok then they we went for a mini batch outing..was quite fun.went explanade then marina square..and we wrote our new yr's wishes on cards and hung them up.hmmm.then cm jac yasi yixi went to my house to sleepover..then jac went on msn and forced lots of pple to wish her happy bday haha.yay jac cried!!haha our aim was to make her touched cos last yr we surprised her and she dint cry.so this yr we wanted to make her cry haha.but we got embarrassed cos like almost the whole band saw the video we did for her.
the next day we woke up..then took photos.then went to yasi's house.
hmmm today cm made me wake up early to meet her at 830 but she was late haha.then we went into yasi's house and she was still sleeping.so i shouted YASI! and she jumped up hehe.ok then we went running.was fun!cos we ran to chinese garden..and went up a pagoda.ok then we went back to yasi's house and realised jac reached already and we each had lots of missed calls on our phones.but she was no where to be found so we called her.hmm then she came back then um.we practised.then what arh.i think we ate.then practised.or sth.oh and we recorded ourselves on the hp but it sounds terrible.then we went to imm get jackets.yup.then went home.hmm.
tmr is the first day of sch.no more seeing each of them everyday.cos lsat time we'd be in the canteen in the morn tgt before sch, prac tgt aft sch, even if we dint prac then me and cm wld call each other and msg and wait for each other's lessons and stuff to end then go hm tgt.and yasi will always be running into my class and telling me funny stuff and rubbish and making me laugh.and jac will shout 'elidan!' from very far away.arh this is like the first time i'm not gg home with yasi and cm almost everyday!
ok nvm i'm looking forward to sch tmr!!kk gtg bye!

*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 9:40 PM

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to understand y i happen to be the most enthusiastic blogger of the 4. pls look for elissa the nag=P jkjk
okay im here to blog bt my birthday=D and farewell.
we had quite a nice lunch which was buffet. and the sec one jnrs prepared this linjj song WINGS. sec 2s had a funny ketchup dance and they made me and yasi chu chou with them. TERRIBLE. haha no larh quite cute. followed by de sec 3s video. elissa had str8 hair in the video! WOW mine was abt me saying how life was like a container of ketchup, sometimes you riCe and sometimes you fall (cos the container of ketchup had grains of rice in it=]) im lazy to blog bt de rest. okay OH and i got lots of lovely bday presents! thanks everyone='( really touched by all the efforrt you guys put in to make de presents=D! heeeheeheee this is my BESTEST bday ever. even 6j celebrated libing and my bday! i was soooo surprised larh! and it was my fave cheesecake=D well de whole world seemed to be buying cheesecakes for me haha..MY SECTION'S CAKE WAS DAMN NICE LARH. it said we'll miss you and its cheesecake too! boohoohoo i'll miss them too=]
oh so the foursome happily made me quite malu but very touched with these videos they made. haha i cried yes (and they were celebrating dat. evil) then they put pictures dat reminded me of DOT DOT DOT! sigh!=] no larh but i loved it!=D and they happend to burn lots of midnite oil for it. im so touched='( haha..
okay i shall blog in greater detail. and for those nycbians who happend to see de cd. DO NOT BELIEVE DE YIXI PART ABT DE ... OKAY! IT'S FALSE! yes
oh yes today yasi's pretty tried masturbating with my leg. im disgusted=]

*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 9:11 PM

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