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Saturday, July 23, 2005

We've finally passed down... Today's my first day in a long time out of band and it's strange thinking how so much has passed by so quickly. Suddenly it's all over. Sometimes it's sad remembering how so many months were wasted hating band and skipping practices and whining about sectionals, but now I realise that growing to love the band, so subtly and over such a long time, has made it all the more special to me. I love NYCB and I'll always be proud of it.

I remember staying back and practising hard after sec 3 exams, Thursday sectionals with Anmin, the first solo I ever played in Persis, how Davina and I forgot our scores for SYF 2003... and so much else, sometimes sweet and sometimes strange. I miss warm-ups and tuning, even though I always complain about them, and playing Seventh Night, and then I remember how I hated it at first. I miss Ms Chong and her silliness. I miss Patrick a lot too. He was sparkling new and really my very own oboe, and even though the intonation was weird, and the octave keys always got waterlogged, and two swabs got ruined so far, it's sad that now Patrick is no longer mine. Melanie will be using Davina's Cabart so he will sit in the cupboard silently and secretly until the next junior comes along, and hopefully she will love him as much as I do. I wish I spent more time with Melanie because now she's left all alone. Flutes please take good care of her k but don't be afraid to be firm. I really hope she will work hard to discover the talent within herself and be a good oboist and senior in future.

These past few years have brought along with them so much emotional baggage, but along the way the sad parts are getting blurrer all the time. So far life in nycb as I know it has been like a special family outing on a happy sunny day, and I want to always remember it this way.

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to be PRO
go to the same jc and uni?
to go overseas together
quadruple dating;)
marry on the same day
stay in the same condo
be godparents of each others kids
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