doublechocolatefudgecheesecake

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

jac you r so pro.so dun feel so zibei lar.and bell is lyk older.wat u expect?i bet u will be PROER when you r that age=)
i feel super stressed.as usual.and as usual, i'm not doing much to stop myself from being stressed.why m i so complacent and lazy.everyone is lyk studying SO hard(those in mainstream at least)so why m i still slacking?its not lyk i hf a HIGH chance of getting into HC.whether thru DSA or not.argh.i HATE studying.i just HATE it.stupid geog.and stupid lit and stupid EVERYTHING.wish i were born smart or haf a photographic memory.tt wld be GREAT.sigh.i dun wanna end up in lyk some lousy JC.all alone.=(
wish i were proer at playing the bassoon.WHY M I LOUSY AT EVERYTHING.i cant vibraato.i cant tongue fast.i cant sightread well.my technique sucks.I JUST SUCK.great.and that jac and cm always so pro.everything also can.
ok mayb today is just a bad day.sorry cm abt that thing k?oh.but the photo with ms chong is cute!=)one thing to be happy abt.i feel quite confused.band or studies?shld i really go for ALL the band pracs?i want to.but then again.i dun wanna end up like like..applestrudel or sth.SIGH.

*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving at 8:55 PM

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patrick the oboe
jeremy the bassoon
alfred the flute
stanley the clarinet

fate of the gods.seventh night of july.sixth suite.
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wish list

to be PRO
go to the same jc and uni?
to go overseas together
quadruple dating;)
marry on the same day
stay in the same condo
be godparents of each others kids
go for lots of holidays with our families together and tour arnd this spinning worlddd
bestest frens forever=)
hope all the above comes trueeee

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