Thursday, June 30, 2005
hmm today my oral was not v good.but nvm.its over!!yay dun haf to think abt chinese anymore(except for listening.but i dun really care abt listening)oh jac dun be sad abt tt lar.the person dint mean it.really.at least not in a bad way i think..i feel disappointed w pple too but nvm.i want sungongjun and a new reed!!argh my reed has mould on it.eeww.and i can only get a new one nxt wk.IF he comes.ARGH.so i'll be stuck with my worse than usual terrible tone for dunno how long.its like two mths or more old alrdy lar!wait.is it my syf reed?eeww.and plus the fact that i keep squeaking.and sigh i hate it.WHY.and its like i think today was a bad day.cramps.oral.stupid lessons.and stupid tone.and plus the fact that i'm not good in anything argh.um why m i blogging this.ok shant make myself more sad.arts fest coming!dunno if i'm happy or sad.haf like two tests that week so far.dunno if will haf more.and it'll be like the last time i play for arts fest.still rmb two yrs ago hmm.why do i feel stressed again?i feel stupid being so stressed always.elissa is stupid.sigh kk bye.i cant believe i'm still stuck at doing cme.rah.
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
hey guyss..haha realised we havent been blogging for damn long?=/ i miss june hols..sigh..im heere to say dat im very very very very very very very very very very very very sad over someone (not over de one dat lied) and very very very very very very disappointed with someone (not over de one dat lied either)=(
OKAY!watever..just vented my sadness=) im happy again=D lalala.. haha byee gotta do my sias..haha HAPPY STUDYING ELISSA AND YASI!!! O LEVELS COMING EHH!! ALL DE BEST ELIDAN=)
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
Yesterday we got back our comments sheet then the judges had such a great time saying bad stuffs abt me and I feel quite zibei now:( nvm they loved bar 79 haha. that makes me feel happy:)
After band we went for steamboat at Yasi's house! At first I was quite sad because my fav wasn't there and errm I was being quite whiny abt it but everyone was so nice to me.hee.thanks! Anyway we ate a lot a lot a lot and I laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed the whole night hohoho so hilarious. After that we played concentration but I COULDN'T CONCENTRATE! which was quite sad cos everyone kept saboing me. haha nvm it was still super fun:D
Today we had band outing to Sentosa and it was a blast! haha gd job sec 3s:) Anyway treasure hunt was fun my grp was GREAT! they're so funny leh haha. i couldn't stop laughing! woww:D and at first elissa sabrina and i were running around the beach in jackets cos we wore them when it was raining earlier on and forgot to take them off. haha then i felt DAMN STUPID but nvm it's quite exciting looking like a loser:P
Ms Chong called then I was super happy! But she didn't come in the end after all. boo:( Anyway most of the ppl left quite early in the aftnn and I was quite sad. because last year it wasn't like that. It just doesn't cut it when I hear ppl saying they need to go home do hw. But it's ok cos their priorities are their priorities are their priorities not mine so I don't really want to be a busybody and say much yep.
Later we went for dinner! nicenicenice but I'm still hungry hehe. and I wore Yasi's cap cos my hair was looking like CRAP then erm I embarrassed myself. cos I couldn't really see where I was going then I walked into the mrt door! haha what the shit. and I squashed a guy on the train too.oops.
So now I'm BURNT! I look so horrible and red and I feel tingly like I'm burning up. Btw my back got tanned while I was sitting at the pavement eating cup noodles haha. hilarious. before lunch it was normal and after lunch everyone was saying OH MY GOSHHH YOUR BACK IS SOOOO RED and I found it very very funny hahaha:D
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yays.shall blog abt ytdy and today=)ytdy: met yasi and cm at westmall.saw G2000 which brings back memories=(sigh.then aft that went to foodcourt to eat.then went band.hmmm.audi prac.got new stands haha.was fun trying to adjust the height of the stands.they look nicer than the holey ones i think.and hmm everyone played when you believe SUPER softly i almost died.couldn decide to play loud cos tt time at prac ms C said play loud, or play soft till i cant be heard.hmm.sigh the other pieces were ok except my tone sucked.sigh i want a new reed!!!!!ARGH.and then sigh i guess add on to the fact i'm lousy then yup.sucks.i want sungongjun to come back on tue!!!=(oh!then WE GOT OUR SYF COMMENTS!!!hehe one judge said the sing rhap bar 37 was nice=)cm dun feel so sad lar k?haha and i felt a bit sad that day too.dunno.tot of syf.then sigh.the judges not so good comments were mainly abt our phrasing and our tone.sigh.anw the happy part!!we took cab to yasi's hse.met them at mrt.then um the girls prepared the food.hmmm the rest slacked.then the steamboat.i haf no comments cm understand rite?hmm.dun feel like elaborating much abt the steamboat lar.it was fun=)hehe=)then um the concentration game hehehahaha.haha very funny.i think i shant elaborate too cos its dangerous.and hmm i dunno if jac was or is feeling sad.sigh sorry jac k?i think i said too much=(oops.sorry!!!ok hmm then i went home with cm.yup.oh and i do not talk very loud lor!hehe actually maybe i do.hehe yup.that was fri.ok today.hehe.band outing!i had to PULL myself out of bed this morning=(then i packed my stuff and realised that cm wasn replying my smses.so decided to call her to make sure she was awake.haha then we met at abt 740 at the bus stop and went yasi's hse.hehe read pple's blogs abt fri.then aft changing and everything and borrowing jackets frm yasi, we went to mrt meet yixi.hehe we ate raisin buns on the mrt i felt so illegal.cos we were sittting too.ok i realise i m gg into details a lot.feel lazy.um...we went to harbour front.played truth or dare a bit.jac was last hehe.at sentosa we played games.and um.was quite fun lar.yup.then we tanned and swam ard and played games in the sea.oh when it was lunch i realised that my lips hurt a lot then couldn eat tom yam instant noodles we bought and my great sectionmate sacrificed and ate it=)thx yixi i love you!ok this is long.anw yup we took nice photos!!then went for dinner with yumin, xiao jac ,yasi, cm, sabrina and yixi.ate nice eemian at fdcourt=)then walked ard, embarrassed myself hehe and bought earrings, then went home.hehe today was fun but lazy elaborate alrdy.yays!oh and i got a super painful back now=(
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
sigh..i am so sad...band today was kinda boring..played finale..and seventh nite which sounded very crappy..and gershwin..hmm..i dun like that song..sigh..oh..alfred is finally back after 3 weeks..but i cannot play it anymore...sigh..then cause strings pract was cancelled thus...me jac elissa and cm went to cine to eat subway..then we went "shopping"...hmm...i m so super sad when yunus called and told elissa sth...sigh..i m super duper duper sad...really sad...*sniff*...then i came home..and felt really sad cause of cheesecake..sigh..i am really very sad...listening to fantillusion now..which made me even sadder cause i will remember tt day...and the call from yunus completely shattered my heart...sigh..i m seriously feeling very depressed now..ahhhh...how ah..i really feel like ccrying...guess i should go hide somewhere and cry now...maybe i will feel better
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
i like fantillusion!=) haha sigh i feel like crying when i hear de song cos it reminds me of bell, and how bell tried helping me out and nvr showed his frustration much, and yy and how everyone thinks yy's evil but i dunno, i shall ignore it and pretend hes just another great fren=) ignorance is bliss..hehe...sigh, i just dun wanna leaveeeeeeee...all i keep thinking abt nowadays is dat, dat and DAT. haha nvm i shall stop thinking bt it=D
anyway..7th nite sounds very empty=( playing it is like so emotionless, and just NOTES i dunno y..iszit just me? i hope we get back to dat time when ms chong cried!! quite sad dat after syf everything seems..gone..
hahaha i shall not talk abt unhappy stuffF! LALALA..anyway haha ELISSA YOU ARE STARTING TO HAVE GREAT TASTE;) i like it..tho i think trevor sze knows how lousy i am and hes quite pissed by my slow response to his throat hiss tonguing exercise..haha im very thankful dat yumin's there with me lorh, i wld have died if she wasnt arnd=) hahah love my sectionmate..oh yarh,i find de low calibre thing quite amusing=P ahahaha..and yes! we must GO WATCH MOVIE KAY! june hols ending liaoooo...sighhh..
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i feel a bit sad now cos of my junior=(sigh but i still love her anw=)sigh.shant think abt sad sstuff...anw...ytdy trevor tze was nicenicenice=)i dunno why.i used to hate him cos he said we were lousy.but now.hmm.i think he is really nice hehe.he was walking past me and my junior.then he stopped to tok=)and asked abt my instru and stuff.as in he cared more abt the instru prob than ms chong.haha.i like trevor tze=)yays.and he was telling me how david gloss hates bassoons and oboes.then he said 'i noe.yikes rite?'then screwed up his face.hehe so cute.ewww i feel like jac.shall stop.anw hmm.yup.nth to tok abt le.byes.
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005
today was such a nice day until my mom confiscated my phone. what rubbish. yasi treated us to chocolate ice-blended and apple cinnamon cheesecake at coffee bean! i think i still like the apple cinnamon muffin more.. but thanks anyway yasi:) band was ok. i got quite pissed off at someone but i don't really want to talk abt it. hope her attitude improves. anyway i tried to do vibrato and it's really pretty and makes me sound pro but it's fake -___- i should stop doing it right, cos it will ruin my embouchure or something, whatever. well today i finally talked to my fav on the phone but he didn't sound smiley like he usually does. i think he sounds tired:/ tt is sad! i miss him like nuts.
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Monday, June 20, 2005
hello.hmm today is a sad day.planned to finish my homework.but up till now i've finished less than half.not even a quarter great.but nvm.i shall just wait till sch reopens and haha die.or maybe i'll finish it on wed.hmm see how.i realised i prefer studying than doing hw.hmmm.haha today i was sulking when i was getting into the car at imm.cos i was being spoilt oops.and then sudd i got a call.from cm.then i was like...eh...why she call me ah..strange.then i picked up.and it turns out she saw me!!!sulking.great haha.too bad i left when she reached or we could haf um.seen each other haha.oh then i went home.and tried to do hw but was a rather pathetic attempt cos i kept being distracted=(.oops.better get back to it.i hate cme.why must do stupid xuexidangan i dun understand.hmm.bye!
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hello everyone:) today I was in the car at the IMM carpark then suddenly i saw this super familiar looking hair. hee it turned out to be elissa! wow so coincidental. after that I went to eat panfried codfish with white mushroom sauce for lunch. It's super nice! everyone must go eat it:D flag selling on saturday was quite interesting. because the organisers were all so enthu yep so I felt quite enthu abt it as well. There was this lady who said "can i give you all my coins?" then she just emptied her whole wallet onto my can. she's so nice:D hmm I miss apple strudel a lot.. haha are you happy.. cos i'm finally calling him that.. haha okok i miss yasi too yep:)
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hmmm! all of you pple PAO QI me yday arhh..but yday was fun=D i just had to retype my whole blog entry cos i realised i was blogging about sth i wasnt supposed to blog abt. haha okay lemme try typing it again. we met this girlll at esplanade, very very very cute! got my pants went cos of de water over there then then...AIYARH i hate blogging abt stuff i cant blog abt.hahaha i miss de little girl! her name's sheila(i think), and i ddint manage to take photo with her cos she was too fidgety haha..saddd.. i shall not continue hahaha..i can tell you all during band prac or when yasi comes back=D heehee..
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
sorry jac.but i really had no time.anw today we did cip.haha.was quite fun i haf no idea why.hehe.cm was funny.she said sth like 'wld you like to donate to the yellow ribbon?'or sth like that.ok it doesn seem so funny now but this morn i laughed till i collapsed on the flooor.hmm.strange.oh cos i realised said sth stupider hehe.oh and hehe cm was happy when she found someone whom she tot sounded like apple strudel.which turned out he dint sound like him.but he was nice and told cm to work hard haha.oh and we saw melvin and shixian performing with bagpipes.first time i really saw how bagpipes are played.haha and there was this guy there who explained all abt how it works to us.yup.then haha cheryl and eugenia and later chungyan came.haha cheryl and eugenia scared me la.sudd tickled me frm behind haha.and oh then we just sat there rotting aft our flag day.talking to the hashbrown guy and melvin and other pple.actually only they toked.i was busy reading my lit bk.and then me and cm left at three.yup.then i went to meet my dad.and studied=(.wanted to go out with them at night but couldn.sigh.anw guess i was too tired anw.hmmm tmr i haf to stay at home too.sorry jac again=( hehe.realise i always paoqi ni hor.hehe oops.haha yasi haf fun in genting!=).gtg.bye!
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Friday, June 17, 2005
hehe.today i almost died walking so far.and i dint USE yasi lor.she came up with the idea tt everyone takes turns to help me carry.then haha when it was her turn(which was first aft me hehe)she decided to use the funny strap thingy to carry it lyk a backpack.and she wanted to tell everyone she carried it all the way.but THANKS YASI!!!!YOU R SO NICE!!and i looked stupid carrying two bags haha.was quite fun walking haha.then at first cm and yasi were in front.then me and yixi were in front.then aft half the journey.me and cm ended up (somehow)being far behind yixi and yasi and then kept having to run infront and catch up with them.and my shoe came off once hehe.anw i felt super boliao walking PAST my hse then to cm's hse and then taking a bus back hehe.
strings prac.JAC IS LIKE SOOOOO PRO lar.ARGH.hate sitting nxt to her feel so zibei.anw it was fun.all the parts not that boring but then the fingering is like super wierd.think i need to go prac on it more.hope they play it at night too cos most pple go for the night one=(.haha cm i think sittin so behind is wierd i cant hear wdv he is saying lar.then keep getting lost.haha and THRUOUT the prac jac was being wierd and perving at um someone not very shuai.haha and she has this SUPER BIG MOUTH and a LOUD VOICE and thus embarrassed me today hehe.
tmr got flag day.sigh.hope i dun die of boredom.hmm.anw abt the eggshell thing hor.um.hehe stop trying to find for me lar!when i find one i will tell you all i promise.hehe.why you all tease me abt pple i dun like ah.hmm.
shall go study now.oh btw, one day i shall learn how to do vibrato.and i hope sungongjun comes back soon cos my reed looks like its gg to rot soon.byebye.
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Flag day tomorrow. Pls come and drop coins into my empty coin box!:D
Band is really weird nowadays because Yasi keeps telling me how she misses her someone which will remind me how I miss !!!!! so in the end we will both be sad. However I think if we're not thinking about them we will go to sleep so maybe it's a good thing yep.
Yesterday was a happy day because we ate so much! Today we walked home from school and ate lots on the way again. I'm overweight:'( and my weighing machine EXPLODED after my sister got on it. Everything inside fell apart woww. Anyway my feet hurt now but it was really fun:D We looked at pretty houses and walked by scary places and I accidentally walked onto the road cos I didn't know it was the road -__- I hugged my fav Patrick most of the time so I was SELF-RELIANT but Elissa was so smart she exploited Yasi. So Yasi carried the whole BASSOON on her back the whole journey back wow so strong!:)
Practice with the strings was quite interesting. I like magic flute but why can't we play it for both shows? Everyone I know is coming in the evening larh -__- I think that Trevor Sze (Tze, whatever) thinks I'm super lousy because I'm so super sharp. And I played the WRONG solo with the bassoon cos I didn't even know where he was conducting. Then I just sui bian played any part that looked correct. I am such a loser T_T But anyway after sitting at the front in band for so long I think it's weird sitting at the back. When the violins turn back to look at us playing our solos I feel like running to the front to play so no one can see my face except the conductor:/:/
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yo people..haha..oopz..i so long never blog already..hee..anyway...hmm..jac is a pro clarinetist but she kept saying she is lousy..and she keeps feeling zibei...then...hmm..chiaming is also a really good oboeist(dunno how to spell)..u really can play very well...even without vibrato..haha...i m serious..i m at least better than u knoe hu...haha...and elissa...u are good too...haha..oko...anyway..went for band today..and we played rosa..sigh..everytime we play rosa..i think of them...i miss it alot..hmm..but lucky cm sits next to me...as i will die of boredom..cause got no one to tok to..hee...thanks cm!then erm..after band around 3+..went to eat tze char...at the place where we always go..haha...with cm elissa sylvia cy cheryl ros..haha..had a lot of fun...oh no..my laughter is getting more and more weird..oopz:P....then erm..jac joined us..haha..and we went to hci for the slc finale thingy...sat in the audi for so long and we got bored..so we went to the band room to check out..haha..gort to see kian hong..haha..hmm..toked to him for a while and realised he's really nice..haha..(dun think wrongly)..haha..anyway..egg shell are really compatible..hee...they look so cute together..haha..jac n cm ..get it?haha..hee..then we went back to watch some performance...oh before tt..heard a guy played "sway" on the flute..really nice..hee....okok..then erm..the skits were..erm..ok..the song..haha..no comment..then we got really bored..so we left..and we walked to island creamy for icecream..hee..i felt so piggy...ate horlicks and fresh banana..hee.super nice..then we went home...hee..oops..i promised to blog longer but hee..okok..the next time ok?ciaoz...muackz
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
heysss. haha jia you elissa! i think you shld concentrate on your studies and ermm still go for band prac but not go for band prac if you are mentally/physically tiredd and conserve ur energy for studying!!=D hehe jacklyn's theory! and you wont be like apple strudel larh CHOY!-__- oh yes, i went peihwa sec today! haha one of my students has this super rich, warm tone! cannot even hear airiness!needless to say, her tone better than mine-__- haiii zibeeeiii. hehe budden she got no qi, then ermm apparently she got terribly giddy cos i kept on asking her to play louder=/ then she put her head down on her hands marh..so everyone was like there's someone crying..then jonathan de skinny horn player/instructor said ORH HORH you made her cry jokingly. like not funny larrrh. haii i feel baddd..hmmm...
ohh!! I THINK MELANIE IS RATHER PRO COS HER TONE IS RATHER NICE AND THICK and not wobbly/suona-ish=D and she resembles cm when she plays!! like O_O you know! hehe..yes, whenever i turn my head i see her face, and sometimes she looks really chio and seductive when she gives dat smile. haha yes, im starting to think shes rather pretty if she cld change her hair..cosshe looks like MICHELLE SARAM who only looks good in certain hairstyles..yupp=D okay i can see cm nodding her head vigorously. W.
i shall leave now..byeee
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
I'm sad cos I like two guys and one of them is leaving and one of them is GONE (and has a girlfriend too) butbutbut I think I shouldn't like so many ppl anyway so it's ok. Today the sec 1s joined main band. I like Melanie a lot and she's still really pretty but she has this supersized problem with reading notes. Everyone's given advice but I still don't know how to help her get around it because I think the biggest problem is her mental block. Aiyah. Today we took a really pretty photo with Ms Chong. I like it a lot:)
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jac you r so pro.so dun feel so zibei lar.and bell is lyk older.wat u expect?i bet u will be PROER when you r that age=)
i feel super stressed.as usual.and as usual, i'm not doing much to stop myself from being stressed.why m i so complacent and lazy.everyone is lyk studying SO hard(those in mainstream at least)so why m i still slacking?its not lyk i hf a HIGH chance of getting into HC.whether thru DSA or not.argh.i HATE studying.i just HATE it.stupid geog.and stupid lit and stupid EVERYTHING.wish i were born smart or haf a photographic memory.tt wld be GREAT.sigh.i dun wanna end up in lyk some lousy JC.all alone.=(
wish i were proer at playing the bassoon.WHY M I LOUSY AT EVERYTHING.i cant vibraato.i cant tongue fast.i cant sightread well.my technique sucks.I JUST SUCK.great.and that jac and cm always so pro.everything also can.
ok mayb today is just a bad day.sorry cm abt that thing k?oh.but the photo with ms chong is cute!=)one thing to be happy abt.i feel quite confused.band or studies?shld i really go for ALL the band pracs?i want to.but then again.i dun wanna end up like like..applestrudel or sth.SIGH.
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
hi. elissa and cm have left. i am sad. i am sadder cos de more i think of bell de more i feel damn zibei and lousy and arrogant and..i dunno.. and yet im not practising! argh. sigh. i like to whine. pls ignore this post. haha. it was meant to be ignored=)
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Friday, June 10, 2005
youth forum's over!=(=( rather sadd cos i think they went thru quite a bit and got rather pissed off with each other at times but, still very uniteD!=) haha went out for dinner with them today and it was quite fun!=D my cute didi who calld himself lo(dawn was j, j lo),is 180+++ and he called me shake and this other person speare and another one britney, so it's like britney spears, shakespeare. then jasline was har, and monica was monica so harMONICA cos he was trying to trick de uwc guy. hehe. yuppp hahah i got tricked into slapping my own face okay. =( hahaha.. and so sad! i missed strings prac! =/ lugged stanley along for no reason=
and yay! i get to sit with elissassasasasasa and of cos my sectionmate=D hehehe..exciting!
yups i shall go sleep! byebye..
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hello again.i shall blog abt today=).ok.i was almost late for strings prac.then i still needed to make sure i see the ervin cm was toking abt.so i had to run up the stairs.then aft seeing him and msging cm to tell her wat i tot of him i set up instru and went up with the other band pple.then we didnt really dare go inside the strings room.then yasi opened the door and make me go in first.ok.then the oboist frm SYO TO was there.prac was ok.the oboist was um...shldnt say.i can just say that everyone in band playing for strings today really missed cm.haha.and trevor tze was trying to tell me fingering and how to tune and i couldn understand him so i think i sort of embarrassed myself today.adding on to the fact i dint haf time to warm up.hmm.but i feel glad cos i practised magic flute a little beforehand.so now trevor tze doesnt think i suck(hopefully!!) and sijie said he said well done to me(though i didnt hear that).yays.i'll be sitting nxt to jac for strings.hope i wont feel so zibei.hmmm.and then we went KAP cos prac ended early.and everyone got FREE icecreams cos they said the MAC CHANT under four sec.and i didnt get one cos i ordered my sundae before i found out abt the chant.sigh.great.oh jac and yasi are sick=(hope they get well soon.oh i got scolded by mrs wong today too=(now she thinks i'm irresponsible.hmmm.cm met us at the bus stop of kap and i went home with her.i gg kl tmr.cm gg malacca.we'll both be back on monday.gtg.bye!!!oh i think this entry is sort of disjointed but nvm.
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MY EYE HURRRRRRRRTS. Hmm youth forum is over...even though most of the time I was slacking and eating it was quite fun! I liked today best. Closing ceremony and all. We did an impromptu called apples and balloons but I don't know why. Anyway DOSH was so cute! I got to take a photo with him today! I'm so happy:)
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
this post is to make our blog not so dead.hmmm.ytdy was fun.yasi isnt very grateful cos she keeps thinking that jiaxian msged her OF HIS OWN ACCORD.haha.you dunno wat cm and jac went thru lor!!!and anw ytdy i had to buy this SUPER ex cake which now no one wants to pay me back for and i feel BROKE.anw.thx yasi for the calendar..though you put a stupid pic inside it too.great.so i shall put sth on top of that if i put it in my file.oh.i really really wanna go HC!!!and why is rj so far away??sigh.i dunno wat else to say.bye bye.
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Yusri is great!:) He believed in me and that gave me the capacity to trust that I could do it, so I did! Well it's been such a wonderful experience. In retrospect I wouldn't have missed this for the world. Thanks for making me go back!
Hmm why do we have secrets? I don't like keeping them.
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
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Monday, June 06, 2005
hey.i realised tt i blog the most hmm.anw sunday was fun.i love yusri leh...sigh.nvr gonna see him again.anw.it was real fun.lyk the experience was very diff.and yet its lyk the best concert i have ever had.in a sense.i dunno why.mayb cos 1)its interactive.2)they really enjoy their music.3)i dunno.slpovr was fun.though i felt left out sometimes cos yasi and cm were toking abt how much they like and miss two guys and i missed and liked none.hehe.ok mayb yusri but that doesn count.hehe.i dunno why leh.i m more distant than u all r.so i guess if i miss __ then for u all will be worse.sigh.think this is worse than jac's.sorry jac.bye.
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
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hihihi! this is a dangerous post. a very DANGEROUS post. but who cares=P really enjoyed myself yday! and im starting to miss ... who will nvr come back = this is saddening...
i shall go stuff myself with food. toodles.
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
hello.ytdy was fun.despite the stupid SUPERHOT bus and getting pissed with certain super conservative pple and the woman who FORCED us to buy 6 HUGE fishballs making us look lyk idiots and trying to hide from everyone who was laughing at us.jac WHY did you say yes to her!?!?!and the MRT ride was lyk so terrible too.it was sick squeezing lyk xiao btwn smelly pple.but still it was quite fun shopping la.hehe me and cm bought the same ____s.yays.hehe the colours very nice!hmmm we r all sick tgt.hope we get well by tmr though.oh!the apple cinnamon muffin is nice and now i feel lyk eating it again.when i get well i shall eat that and a banana split.yays.dunno why leh.but i dread tonight and tmr.sigh.oh and jac your english sucks hehe.i shall go cont personal statement again.bye!!
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
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Friday, June 03, 2005
boo! long time since i bloggeddd. haha stupid cm i nvr wanted to say this cos (1)i scared your head grows as big as an elephant. haha jkjk okay..haha sometimes during band prac i am guilty of wondering y your tone is more compact and full than mine. cos ma yue told me last year dat my tone is $%@ in simple terms: it is like a balloon(if you get de picture) so i was wondering how i cld add sth like sand or metal inside my balloon-ish tone, then i heard your tone. and i was rather sad, so i tried to learn frm your tone, but oboe-clarinet? doesnt seem to work. haha.
well, that is not my point. my point happens to be dat your tone is nice so dun stop worrying abt it when you play and just play as tho you are playing it for apple strudel and think of it like you're walking down de park on a warm, breezy summer morning with him=)
susan chew called me..and she was rather nice, she asked me why i sounded so terrible= at least it got better after eating PI PA GAO! YES!=)
hmm oh! i shalltalk about my exciting math trial with yongxian and the absolutely irritating MR LEE. i felt like killing him. okay first we had this suntan cos our station was at de fitness corner. rather boring at first, then we started saboing de guys to do pullups before they can leave! hehe this basketballer did 8 at de tallest pullup station=)! so pro but quite irritating cos he said i look too short to be sec 4 and he kept on saying "you lost to me" just cos erm i rmbed pie as 3.14126 which is WRONG!hmmm anyway, since yongxian and her grp came up with de questions and answers, i wld have expected HER to present and get credit, but dat mr lee had to qiang jing tou and claim credit, by calling us his "assistants" and making de questions sound like his own. okay i felt like killing him, cos yongxian and gang obviously spent time doing it!!! i was so freaking pissed dat day. nvm=)
haha sigh i am very sadd i dun have my black pants yet! so does yasi. i think shes sad too. but i think she wants to get a black skirt instead? hmmm..nvm we are on de same boattie, hope it doesnt capsize.
oh yes today elissa was nice cos she tried not to slap me on my poor shoulders, but unfortunately, my shoulders have healed a lot today and in fact it isnt pain even if you slap it. and de last few days when it hurt like crap, she had to touch it. haha nvm i forgive you=) sorry for shouting at you whenever you touched my sexy back cos i know you cant resist it!
oh yes. ive nvr seen such a big score before. i feeel like hiding it in my pillow and laugh at it before i sleep everynite. i must be mad.=)
hmm got youth forum rehearsal tmr...i shall go sleep! goodnite!
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
cm your playing is NOT lousy lar.if you lousy then sigh.i must be super duper lan.which i m lar.anw dun feel so sad lar.and its ok to cry.it'll be fine on that day.tmr at band i prac with you lar k??now your instru repaired le it shld be fine.today sch was boring and cm kept me awake cos she scared me when she told me she was sick.then aft sch i had to go ard finding so many tchrs just to change my ne quiz thing.so tmr i'm doing it ALONE with yasi's class=(sigh.anw then we went repairman yays.hehe cm the video was funny.heheheheh.the payalebar got so many dogs la.then i got so scared.and its so ULU too=(.hmmm.hope tmr i can finish my DSA stuff.yasi wemust go HC!!!yes we can do it!=)
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
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