Saturday, September 18, 2010
hey girls,
its been really long since we used this and i just needed somewhere to rant.
this week's been really horrible for me. and i
hate it when people ask me whats wrong because it digs up all my memories and anger and worries and woes and that makes me really nauseous. like disgustingly sick and tired of everything. and people around me in general. maybe, it's the bottling up of anger that is causing a build up of verbal diarrhea which expresses itself in the form of nausea.
if anything, i am disgusted with how i suck it up in front of people who dont deserve my kindness and releasing all my anger at my loved ones. my behaviour is repulsive.
and then, the strange thing was, everywhere i went today in school, hoping i could just be alone and cry my lungs out, there'd be someone there that'll just make me forget everything. and for once in a very long while, i think maybe i felt God's presence again.
the mysteries of faith, something i keep on losing.
like my phone. haha..
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
at 12:18 AM
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Monday, March 08, 2010
hello friends.
seems like we havent updated for long?
(um what's the im so disappointed post?)
anyway, just wanted to let you all know (though i dont think you all check this blog anymore) that i'm thinking of youuu:)
suddenly thought of visiting this blog again.
not sure when you all will see this but all the best with the loads of schoolwork!
love,
elissaaaaaa
p.s. haha i was smiling to myself as i typed the password to this blog!:p
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
im so disappointed
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
at 11:49 PM
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
BOO!
sighhh everyone's so busy:(
but yay at least we had a slpovr that day:D:D
and realised i look super unglam in many many photos ahhhhhhh.
hope school's been fun for you all!future lawyers and doctor!
next time must still make time to meet up with me when you all go work and earn a lot of money ah!!TREAT ME TO YUMMY STUFF!!!!and go on holiday AGAIN!!!
(though right now, after knowing a teeny weeny bit more abt planes, i suddenly dont feel safe flying around:S let's TAKE A BOAT INSTEAD!!!haha.though kinda dangerous also hor.hehe.)
anw, i was trying to study econs:/ and then felt very sian.then suddenly thought of you all and this blog!(PLEASE FEEL VERY HONOURED NOW!say
'AWWWW SO SWEET OF ELISSA':D:D)
wheeeee.hope to see you all soooooon!
byeeeee!
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
at 12:45 PM
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Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i miss stanley.
i miss the way noah's ark makes my heart race just by listening to it.
i miss the times i cried over stanley when it was spoilt as though (bald) repairmen nv existed.
i even miss the times i counted 23091821 bars and still missed my part for magic flute.
i think sixth suite is making me nostalgic.
i really miss band:(
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
at 11:20 PM
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
HELLO HELLO PENGYOUMEN!!!:D:D
haha guess who!
uni's gonna start soon i'm scaredddddddd!
and we're all gonna be so busy:(
so sad we're all in different unis/campuses!
k take care and hope to see you all sooonnnn!!!
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
at 8:53 PM
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Wednesday, July 02, 2008
MELBOURNE!!! TODAY!!!!!!:D:D
*-doublechocolatefudgecheesecake-* was ranting and raving
at 10:26 AM
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i miss stanley.