doublechocolatefudgecheesecake

2010-09-18T00:18:00.002+08:00

hey girls,

its been really long since we used this and i just needed somewhere to rant.

this week's been really horrible for me. and i hate it when people ask me whats wrong because it digs up all my memories and anger and worries and woes and that makes me really nauseous. like disgustingly sick and tired of everything. and people around me in general. maybe, it's the bottling up of anger that is causing a build up of verbal diarrhea which expresses itself in the form of nausea.

if anything, i am disgusted with how i suck it up in front of people who dont deserve my kindness and releasing all my anger at my loved ones. my behaviour is repulsive.

and then, the strange thing was, everywhere i went today in school, hoping i could just be alone and cry my lungs out, there'd be someone there that'll just make me forget everything. and for once in a very long while, i think maybe i felt God's presence again.

the mysteries of faith, something i keep on losing.

like my phone. haha..

hello

2010-03-08T21:25:00.003+08:00

hello friends.

seems like we havent updated for long?

(um what's the im so disappointed post?)

anyway, just wanted to let you all know (though i dont think you all check this blog anymore) that i'm thinking of youuu:)

suddenly thought of visiting this blog again.

not sure when you all will see this but all the best with the loads of schoolwork!

love,

elissaaaaaa

p.s. haha i was smiling to myself as i typed the password to this blog!:p

2009-12-23T23:49:00.001+08:00

im so disappointed

2008-10-19T12:45:00.003+08:00

BOO!

sighhh everyone's so busy:(

but yay at least we had a slpovr that day:D:D
and realised i look super unglam in many many photos ahhhhhhh.

hope school's been fun for you all!future lawyers and doctor!
next time must still make time to meet up with me when you all go work and earn a lot of money ah!!TREAT ME TO YUMMY STUFF!!!!and go on holiday AGAIN!!!
(though right now, after knowing a teeny weeny bit more abt planes, i suddenly dont feel safe flying around:S let's TAKE A BOAT INSTEAD!!!haha.though kinda dangerous also hor.hehe.)

anw, i was trying to study econs:/ and then felt very sian.then suddenly thought of you all and this blog!(PLEASE FEEL VERY HONOURED NOW!say 'AWWWW SO SWEET OF ELISSA':D:D)

wheeeee.hope to see you all soooooon!
byeeeee!

2008-08-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

i miss stanley.
i miss the way noah's ark makes my heart race just by listening to it.
i miss the times i cried over stanley when it was spoilt as though (bald) repairmen nv existed.
i even miss the times i counted 23091821 bars and still missed my part for magic flute.

i think sixth suite is making me nostalgic.

i really miss band:(

2008-07-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO PENGYOUMEN!!!:D:D

haha guess who!

uni's gonna start soon i'm scaredddddddd!
and we're all gonna be so busy:(
so sad we're all in different unis/campuses!

k take care and hope to see you all sooonnnn!!!

2008-07-02T10:26:00.000+08:00

MELBOURNE!!! TODAY!!!!!!

:D:D

early bday

2008-05-02T18:14:00.003+08:00

hi yasi elissa jacklyn thanks sooo much for the cake and surprise dinner and lovely heels!:D though its a bit early.haha.and though i got faked AGAIN.arggh!! alright tts all,take care u all.TILL WE MEET UP AGAIN (:

hmmm

2008-04-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

isnt it interesting, how things can change in a short course of hmm say three months?so many things took place, and its like i dont know amazing.
like i left for aussie for 'good', i complained about aussie as often as i burps.haha.and then we got back our A level results.and we all did freaking well eh.CONGRATS ELISSA, JAC AND CM!=))i was so happy for you all.and then suddenly i appeared back in singapore for my interviews and psychometric test, and hahaha in a couple of weeks, i decided to be back for good.hmm.god really works in an amazing way.
now we can resume our endless SLEEPOVERS and you wont have to miss my BURPSSSSS anymore.haahaha.
and hee i dont know what to do with the shirt and mug leh.like i feel like i have cheated on all those prezzies i got.haha.but yeah maybe you all should go make one for yourself too and then we can wear the same thing out together and look stupid together too.hahaha.
and and yeah the july trip is going to be quite exciting eh.haha.i have never gone overseas with just friends and most importantly i have not taken a budget airline before.this is going to be pretty interesting heh...hahaha.
yep yep.please dont scold me when i was in aussie i really seldom blog cause i hardly spent any time in my room.im always out with other people so i wont feel bored.

MEANWHILE.ALL THE BEST FOR ALL THE RUBBISHY INTERVIEWS AND TESTS OR WHATSOEVER YEAHHHH...love ya guys!

REALLY THANKS FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING=)

2008-03-06T23:02:00.001+08:00

BESTEST LUCK GIRLS :D

whether happy or sad...i'll be there for youuuuuuuuuuuuuu

thank goodness got goot friends to tide over this scary period tog :)

2008-02-27T13:03:00.003+08:00

hello guys!
im here to REVIVE THE BLOG
zzz my work is chao sian now cos my boss is overseas and MY AWESOME NURSE managed to tap on someone's internet so here i am!

anyway YASI YOU NVR BLOG EVER SINCE YOU WENT AUSTRALIA! faster show us some photos!

oh yes I BAKED AN APPLE TART/PIE/i dunno wat to call it today! photos nxt time! it smells GREAT!(: dunno if it tastes nice, cos i baked it then i chiong out to go to work today. i nv knw it was so easy to bake an apple tart/pie. but i think i overdosed the sweetness. shall bake again!
zzxzxzxxx so now all i have been doing during work is eating delfi chocs, drinking milo, sleeping, reading mags, being absolutely lazy and brainless. but once he comes back ah, omg its back to horror. the last few days before he just left, i was coming at 10, leaving at 7 PLUS and its just chionging the whole day.

oh yes! my exciting a&e day. wat happened was that i think i was falling sick already, my gastric flu which comes to visit me without fail at least once a year. so i was feeling a bit nauseous, then i went home and ate this anti-puking pill with water. then i felt water buildingup in my mouth straightaway + a bit giddy. so i sat on the floor, and swallowed the liquid in my mouth, i thot it was saliva. then it build up again. so i decided to spit it out then SJDIASDYQ9EQ all my breakfast came out. omgg it was freaking sick. then i REALLY felt faint so i left my vomit there and crawled to bed. my stomach was ACHING LIKE FREAKING SHIT. so after like 2 hrs, the pain didnt subside. i called my mum and asked her to buy me lunch cos i scard my gastric will become worse if i vomit everyth out and theres nth inside. then when she came, she cooked porridge which i cld barely eat. then at 5+ i went to see de doctor finally aft a lot of persuasion cos i was really very dizzy. then the doctor referrred me to a&e cos i had 80/30 bp.

the service there was awesome can. i went in, and they straightaway put me on a wheelchair, brought me to the isolation room on a bed cos they thot i had dengue -__-. then i was put on the drip AND SO MUCH BLOOD WAS TAKEN FROM ME FOR BLOOD TESTS. i hate it when they do that cos i neeeedd blooooooood. so i VERY irritatedly tried convincing the doctor that i didnt have dengue. but watever la, he left me on de drip for 2 hrs+. and by then it was 8+ and i had barely anything to drink/eat. wadda hell. so i called my mum again( who went home to eat w/o me:( ) and told her to bring me food and ferrero rocher. meanwhile i fiddled with de drip and increased the speed of the IV Nacl + Glu drip so it'll be faster ;) woaaaah when the food finally came, i ate up 3 ferrero rochers + dinner despite feeling very weak still. zzzzz i hope gastric flu nv comes back to me again :(

anyway i soo <3 my nurse and i hope she doesnt quit before i leave in august mann. i keep on making the lamest mistakes and troubling her. pray hard!

okok wow this is a very long entry! all the best for As guyssss.
CM no matter how happy/sad you're i will look for you k! i am freeaking scared. like eveyrone keeps on saying youll get 4as and i soo hate it. i know i scrwed up gp this time and so wat if my essay was on some shit bulletin. it doesnt mean ill do well for As wat! i KNOW i didnt do well this time. i can imagine ppl's faces if they realise i didnt get a for gp. sighhh. watever la. i just hope i can get a b3 and at least get shortlisted for wat i wanna be shortlisted for=

shall end here! LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!!!!

2008-02-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

hello hello!
today is a sad day.
sighhh
no more sleepovers for a long time=(
YASI I MISS YOU ALREADY
sighsigh
it's gonna be so weird not having yasi here.no more of her burps.no more going her house!
but nvm.there's always SKYPE!and june is coming soon!!ONLY FOUR MORE MONTHS!

yasi take care okay!dont get cheated by people there!
eat healthy food!(i bet you will)
actually i think dont have to say much cos i think you can take care of yourself v well=)
but i think you're super kuazhang haha the stuff you pack ah.

but if you feel lonely and miss us JUST CALL EMAIL SNAIL MAIL or whatever!WE'LL BE HERE FOR YOU!or you can drink from the NICE MUG and wear the EVEN NICER SHIRT=D

heh.anw, thanks for the last three sleepovers you all!
thanks for not scolding me (too much) for having to sleep early(and not pei you all) and wake up early(either cos of church or work), and thanks LOADS for waking up SUPER EARLY just to have breakfast with me, or to send me to the mrt=)
so sorry about the slpovr that i pangsehed.i know it's okay already but i still feel bad=( but thanks for being so UNDERSTANDING!and kind and merciful and sweet and forgiving=p

LOVE YOU ALL!
it's been more than three yrs since the whole sws thing and i'm SOOOOOO glad to have found friends like you all!
watching the videos just reminded me of how much we have(and havent!) changed, and yet we're still as close!=)

i think back then we'd nvr have imagined working and stuff!or that yasi will go aus and LEAVE US=(
one moment she's telling us she has a surprise for us, the next moment she's GONE=(

okay i shall end here and blog again another time..meanwhile i cant wait for our overseas trip!=D

JIAYOU YASI ADAPTING TO THE LIFESTYLE THERE!
byeee.HAPPY CNY!

2008-02-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

Sooo..to revive our dying blog..last night was SLEEPOVER again:D as usual loads of fun.taking veryvery fast night walks TO the park & scaring ourselves & crazy midnight run & midnight FEAST haha get fat on campbell soup,toast,eggs,cherry tomatoes,liang cha & laptopping & laughing nonstop at videos of dancing ppl HAHAHA & reading magazines & sleepy elissa talking in her sleep.

the bad part was having so wake up SOO early to send someone off.grr:P

Our last sleepover in a longlonglong time though so saddening:( sigh.YASI YOU MUST TAKE VERY GOOD CARE & COOK A LOT OF GOOD FOOD FOR YOURSELF & BLOG A LOT ABT YOUR LIFE THERE AND THE HOT AUSSIE SURFER GUYS THERE ALRIGHT(for jac:P)

happy CNY!bb :D

knock knock

2008-02-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

omg.this blog is so dead.very very dead.
can we revived it?so that this can be the tool we keep in touch when i leave in like 7 days?

2007-12-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

jacklyn's euthanasia form (i'm not of age yet so this shall be my form)
if i were to become paralysed, or get parkinsons, or have to rely on some maid to help me defecate or eat, with my hands trembling from the lack of strength, and my mouth drooling like a spoilt tap, or if im unable to speak or dumb KILL ME PLEASE. JUST INJECT THE POTASSIUM CHLORIDE INTO ME VEINS. THANKS!

whee its been a long time since i last blogged(: anyway we had a stayover at yasi's house! and I FELL SICK BECAUSE OF THAT! i now have a horrible flu and sore throat, cos i didnt sleep enough, altho i was de first to sleep. SEE now there's a reason for why i must sleep eight hours a day! i only slept 4 lor, poor me.
and while we waited for yasi's cell group(which took ages) to finish, we were downstairs and WHINY ELISSA was so scared about her new friend, this boy, who she claimed was "jumping on her head"
and there was this really weird ah pek who FARTED and made gross groans!

okay and because i was sick, I LIVED THE LIFE OF A PIG YESTERDAY! omg it was so fulfilling. i woke up at 7 to eat my fried carrot cake and yam i dunno what. then i ate medicine and slept, then i woke up at 10 to eat kiwi and cornflakes and grapes and a chocolate bar and CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES DIPPED IN MILK(:, and being sleepy again i slept. then my mum woke me up at 12 to eat chicken rice. and I SLEPT then i slept all the way till 7 when i woke up to eat my dinner but i lost my appetite so i slept a while, and woke up to finish my dinner and some stuff my grandma left over cos she cldnt finish (not dat i liked leftovers but i was hungry) AND I SLEPT AGAIN. then i woke up to catch a bit of goong s and ate some chicken soup my mum made and helped eat more dinner (cos i ate before my parents did) :P AND I SLEPT ALL THE WAY TILL DE NEXT MORNING. =D

2007-11-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

whoa finally can blog using my sister's laptop.wee.i have absolutely no life cos i spent today morning watching wang lee hom on youtube GOSH how come no one else finds him cute!grr.but i think im not the only boring person,elissa probably equally no life and watching korean dramas at home (am i right haha)

Just want to say that it was so nice meeting up again,though i was really really tired and kept hovering to any avail seats haha.eh somehow shopping just does that to me!i think im not a girl.maybe next time i shd drink a HUGE MUG OF COFFEE AND A HUGE MUG OF TEA like someone hahaha.i promise our next outing/sleepover i will be VERY AWAKE AND WILL NOT BE THE FIRST TO FALL ALSEEP AGAIN OK! everyone shall be proven wrong :D

Anyway good luck jac to your interview and yasi hope you give lots of tuition and elissa hope you sudd dream of your ideal career one happy night!:P good luck to me and my soontobefound internship too:D oo we're all busy ppl.cant imagine next year onwards we might be on different continents!!! it'll be even harder and rarer to meet up than its been the past 2 years..im really happy we still stayed close these 2 yrs though we went to different JCs and had different interests and friends and had some conflicts on and off.not in the WE MESSAGE EACH OTHER EVERY DAY way but i dunno...somehow even if its been a longlong time since we last met up i still feel so comfortable and happy being arnd u all!:D aiya i know u feel that way abt me toooo haha.cant wait for our sleepover!!whee

Miss pigging out with you all (swensen's doesnt really count la we were quite civilised right) and I WANNA HAVE A MOVIE MARATHON WE JUST SNACK AND WATCH MOVIES ALL DAY LONG.my idea of a perfect day haha nothing to do with walking arnd man.ok good night sweet dreams everyone (of wang lee hom:D)

SEE I BLOGGED OK :D

2007-10-27T15:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO PPL
JIA YOU FOR A LEVELS!
ALL THE WAY(:

-youknowwho;)

2007-09-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

I BOX YOU ALL AH
only me blogging.tsk.
and cm and yasi take so long to reply msg one.tsk.
yay jac rocks=D hehe.

heh PRELIMS OVER!wheee.
yay me and yasi got back some results and they werent that bad=)
yasi's SMART.so pro lar.

heh the sleepover thing was like FAILURE lar jac you owe me and yasi an ICECREAM TREAT:D whee.
but at least we got to meet:) and i bet yasi was secretly very pleased=p
ok i shld stop being ego.

whee MEETING ON MONDAY!
hope cm doesnt get lost :S
CM DONT GET LOST AH

okay actually nth much to say le.
hehe.

i bet you all miss me a lot.
dun miss me too much k
I SHY

(hmm okay i think i rly should stop this later you all box me on monday hehe)

SEE YOU!

ps. i went kap to study today!then thought of you all lor PLEASE BE TOUCHED.cos i rmbed how we studied there when yasi and i had Os.and how we walked all the way to the tze char place.and how cm and jac quarrelled to get the nice seats.and and and.other stuff.i feel kinda old:S BYE.

2007-08-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

hello !!
we finally met last last week!which is rather long ago i realise haha.
anw i think it was fun shopping and eating!
and i became jac's first patient whee=)

i think our study plans dun rly work out cos of our clashing schedules.
saddedddd

heh.

okay i think no one else reads this so.
here goes.
WHERE ARE YOU ALL!
rahhh i wish we had one day where all of us were free.
maybe i'm just a bit jealous cos my friends get to meet their sec sch friends ten times more often than me.
photo!
haha and it's pathetic but sometimes i wonder why i even bother to msg again and again.
do you even care

rmb?haha.

see you all soon=)

2007-07-04T22:05:00.000+08:00

BOO!
whee my blocks are over=)
hmm JIAYOU CM!
yay we can meet SOON.
i'm EXCITED=)

I HAVE PLANS ABOUT WHERE TO EAT!haha.and let's have a SLEEPOVER cos me and jac MISS THE NICE CRABS=p okay just thinking abt BLACK PEPPER and CHILLI makes me feel very hungry heh.

okay.SEE YOU ALL SOON!BYEE!

COME BACK NOW

2007-06-14T10:20:00.000+08:00

elissa i know you are coming back today but still im missing you like crazy.i want you back NOW.haha.anyway thanks i sure do wish to grow taller and smarter this year so that i can do well for my As of course.elissa i think you are on the aeroplane now.i hope im not wrong.hahahabut i hope you had fun and yes lets meet up soon.study!ok?love ya.

2007-06-13T20:44:00.001+08:00

hello elissa! omg i miss you loaddssssss. you stupid girl dao my sms before you left! grrr
take care and have fun!
dun eat too much there =D
have fun oogling at ang mohs!

2007-06-12T04:19:00.000+08:00

BOO!!
okay um we have a gmail.
doublechocolatefudgecheesecake@gmail.com
same password as this.
can?
cos need one to sign in right?
anw i'm at my jie's university now!i think it's 420 am in spore now heh.

hope you all are having fun!haha.

YASI HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!

so sorry i wasnt around AGAIN.
hope you had fun!=) and i hope you grow prettier and smarter and taller and whatever-you-wanna-be!=D

i'll be back on thurs!tell me when you all are free next wk!but um i wont reply till thurs night i think.yeahh.

JIAYOU STUDYING FOR BLOCKS!
hope to see you all soon!=D

WE MADE IT

2007-04-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

haha.now i am last to blog.haha.i am soooo happy for NYCB.we maintain our gold. and we are the ONLY GOLD today.the whole of today.gosh.we rock and we rock more.haha.why are we so pro?haha.i am really happy though its just a gold.cause so far only st pats got gold.ok its not JUST a gold.we worked hard for it.i mean they they really did.i am really very excited for them.i m so proud to be their senior.haha.and yeah like elissa i cant believe how time flies.so fast and i am already taking my As.and so fast SYF2007 has already ended for NYCB so fast.please slow down the clock.its too heavy a burden on me.really.i still have nycb's jericho resounding in my head.it was fantastic and like what marg's friend said-flawless.haha.i was reminded of all the things we used to do in the bandroom.the playing of rubbish songs on the piano, banging of drums me trying to coordinate my hands and legs.haha.playing of tims and so much more.just chilling out until 630 before uncle jack comes in to chase us out saying the alarm will sound soon.jericho made me tear.goosebumped as well.they were so good.watching them as an audience it all felt so weird.cause i still feel like i am part of them.maybe not so when they are so many unfamiliar faces in the band.but still its like my first time watching them play as an audience.it felt sad not being able to be part of them, sharing their joy and stuff.but still i miss band so much.i still am super happy for them.hahaha.i dunno what to say.overjoyed.dumbfounded.hahaha.
had a great time with you all today.loves lots.seeya on the 24th!

2007-04-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

i suddenly thought of TWO years ago!(um i dint really realise it was two yrs till i wrote that!gosh.)
JIAYOU NYCB YOU CAN DO IT!
still rmb when the juniors wrote and gave stuff to us when they knew we were sad abt the results.
and told us they'll do really well the next syf.
which i felt was so far away.
and it's HERE.now.

AHHH.
and now i rmb all the stupid things we did then=p but it still was fun.though a bit retarded.HAHA.

got so much to say but dun really know how to put it across.
NYCB JIAYOU!

JUSTGOAWAY.youdontunderstand.ATALL.
SEE YOU ALL SOON!

2007-04-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

hello guys! omg its been a super long time since i last blogged. im like suuper stressed out by band. sigh anyway i missed you guys terribly! and congrats cm for getting into canoe finals on k2;) haha i get my info real fast eh=P i am like how zai. and ELISSA i dunno if i can still go for ur concert but ill try kay! cos we have band exchange on dat dayy ahhhh im so sorry=/ are you guys going?
sigh i really hope we get a gold i sooo desperately want it ARGHHFIOUSOIDAIHONO and my poor beloved snrs actually went on de bridge and announced to the whole sch dat well get a gold de nxt time after getting silver for de last syf. when i heard dat i almst cried lar. can you imagine my snrs! with their pride and everything, i bet they were like forcing back tears when they made this speech. sadness. i hope we can kick de asses of those bands and pple who look down on hcband man.
and! i must show you guys my beloved jnrs nxt time. they are SOOOOO cute! love them to bits man. their lingo is damn funny hahaha "IN!"
okok im gonna sleep
goodnite take care God bless and see you guys soon!

2007-04-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

PENGYOUMEN
WHERE ARE YOU ALL!gosh we're really busy huh.we haven met up for more than a month!!
next wk is nycb's syf!so fast.and i wanna go watch hmm shall msg jac tmr to ask her abt it.
AND YAY YASI BLOGGED WHEEEE!finally.
sch's been fine for me.just v busy and i'm tired.and with all the band stuff too.sighhh.
i'm the 12th band to play for syf!hc's the 7th band.and ohoh!!
28 APRIL, Singapore Conference Hall, 12 dollars!please come.

how are you all!it's wierd and sad that we dun rly know much abt each other anymore.as in.all so busy with diff stuff so i guess it's inevitable that we dun meet.heh nvm hope this is only for a short period of time!

MISSING YOU ALL.somehow.even though it's become vv normal not to see u all ard,not to talk to you all,but there are always moments when i think of you all and miss u all LOTS.like LOTS LOTS.esp when i'm stressed and there's exams and results and everyth and no one seems to understd RAH.and when i hear certain songs we played tgt.or go certain places.please everyone feel v honoured.heh.

pleasepleaseplease msg me when u all are free k.or cannot find a date when we're all free.=(

missing you all lots!take care k!pls dun work too hard and then dun rest and then fall sick NO CANNOT.
love you all!

2007-04-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

adding some colour to our lives. i miss you guys.when are we meeting up again?dinner soon?

hola

2007-03-25T18:37:00.001+08:00

this blog is dead!haha.well its not anyone's fault cause we are all busy with our own lives but babes just want to tell you gurls i miss you all lots.its never quite the same time when i spend time with my gals and stuff.its just this unique bond the four of us have eh.
yeah life has been pretty much hectic for me.my one week camp during the march holiday took away all the spare time i have to study for terms but it was really meaningful.check out my blog if u all want to know what i happened but i am sure all of you are too busy to even read blogs.haha.and terms have been really screwed for me cause i have no time to study and i was doing my papers like from memory.well done!and hmm now season is approaching and trainings are increasing.plus there are lots of self training to be done and stuff.i am going to be missing-in-action for quite awhile yeah.meanwhile elissa and jac work hard for your syf ok.get that gold with honours!and cm have fun with shaun and train hard for canoe and stop ponning syo.haha.oh yes tell you all a good news, i got 11+mins for my 2.4km run.i am so happy!
missing all of you

hola

2007-03-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

2007-03-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!!woo.this blog seems a bit dead.hmmm i haven't blogged for goodness knows how long.er not my fault cos blogger keeps hanging on me everytime i try to sign in haha today is a MIRACLE la.therefore this is a post that everyone should treasure:D Anyway I love meeting up for dinner!:D esp at our favourite tze char place haha.the kangkong is damn niiiice. its too bad we're all so busy this year la realy hard to meet up.madness.but nvm! i eagerly anticipate the days after A's WHEEEE.we can go find jobs together! haha like in some ice-cream place or something i feel excited.

Anyway yep just to remind everyone study hard but don't forget to enjoy life!(whatever we have of it).hmmm. yasi train hard! elissa and jacklyn jiayou for SYF:) and erm sorry elissa i always take so long to reply your messages haha I SHALL TRY AND REPLY FASTER IN FUTURE:D

2007-01-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

BOO!=)

hello how's everyone!
hehe actually i dunno what i'm doing here cos i have tons of homewk?but oh well shall slack a bit first!heh.

ok first announcement!I TIED MY HAIR!please be shocked =p
ok second.WHEN ARE YOU ALL FREEE!um i'm not free this wk.but next wk shld be free-er i think.not rly free in the aftnns, but will be free for dinner!so tell me when u all are free k =) wednesdays and saturdays are sort of out?yep.thurs too for cm right?and fridays for jac.so um.that leaves us with mon, tues, sun?heh.

hmm anw, i decided to blog cos i sudd thought of u all!hehe please feel HONOURED!heh it's been a yr since we were sort of separated?but it's okay cos we still have a long way to go right =) sch's been quite draining and stressful and i think u all are too?yeah but we can do it!we shall chiong this yr then CELEBRATE aft As =D yippee cant wait alr.

MISS YOU ALL LOTS!please blog often?so at least can get updated abt your lives or sth.

TAKE CARE!=)
actually i sort of have lots of stuff to tell u all.but i think it's sort of hard to tell u all now.maybe drifting apart is really inevitable.but nvm=) it'll get better right?

2007-01-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

i miss all the lame shit we had last year. the pseudo admirer letters, the broken burette, the rod of sexiness, the fussing over coke, the egg (hahahaha). i nvr knew how thoroughly i enjoyed myself last year.
im still (26). forever will be.

humjis.

2006-12-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

i admit im a humji. but i cant stand it dat others are as humji as, or for the matter, more humji than me. in conclusion, i hate humjis.

2006-12-28T18:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO!this is elissa and jacklyn here. she said i nvr blog for very long. we just got GRASS for the GOAT and it has a fucilli on it. WE ARE AT YASI'S HSE! WHEEEEE. (elissa likes it with a h) and i am hungry are you elisssA?YES I AM, OF COURSE I AM! hahaha yasi's here. HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO she is happy! why is dat so? COS there's a goat! wheeeeeeeee. okay we shall blog later tonite, now food is more important! CYA! =)

CHIANGMAI OCIP!!

2006-12-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

Hey actually i didnt really feel like blogging but after seeing how long i haven't blogged...hmm:P MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!:D whee i love christmas.even though this year's christmas been pretty boring but oh well.
anyway this is a bit late,but chiangmai OCIP was great!what nice days spent chang kul-ing, shovelling, making cement at the worksite and the 100000 different varieties of insects that we saw.its like animal planet la.oh and the 100 times i fell into the river and had to grab everyone arnd me oops.which reminds me how elissa and i had to evacuate our hotel room haha cos we stupidly dumped our WET and GROSS shoes there and afterward it was too stinky to sustain human life.
and i remember i was quite scared of the irritating BEES that keep trying to fly into ppl's ears,until i discovered the best way to be safe from them is to stand beside ppl like zuojin and vincent and ELISSA cos bees love them.i will never forget SOMEONE running around in crazy circles to get away from a bee^^
what else was memorable about the trip?erm 4 stitches but lets move on.it was nice making new friends:) i liked cooking in the outdoors(even though everyone got scared when i went near knives),the cool weather and great scenery on the hills,bathing in the freezing water,sorting out veg with worms crawling in and out eww and then not eating veg for dinner that night,working with my group mates,the time a funny person screamed WORM! at a snake,doing laundry with a rubber glove,having longlonglong gossip session with pan and palm and gaochong while pretending to cut fruits,sitting at the uneven wooden tables together and writing our journals by the light of kerosene lamps.whee and it was fun blowing them out after we were all done journalling:)
and damn weird la the way all yasi's exclassmates keep saying we're like the same.like EVERYONE FIVE MINUTES choonyee or amanda or someone will be like,"omgosh chiaming!you sound exactly like yasi!i thought u were yasi!so scary you two so alike!" aiyo.its terrible YASI YOU STOP COPYING ME LA YOU:P:P
oh i also remember very clearly the time we woke up to go pee and JACKLyn THE SMART made me think it was snowing.i was so excited!!and we were like,OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH HMM I WONDER WHY THE SNOW DISAPPEARS WHEN WE SHINE OUR LIGHT ON IT??aiyo lousy larh you:P
i loved watching stars every night and i remember my amazement when i first looked up into the night sky.when i find myself standing in the middle of such incredible vastness i know that the universe is big and my problems are small.i loveee the feeling too bad it disappears the next day hmmmf.
on campfire night we all lay around on groundsheets and watched shooting stars it was such a lovely night!:) andandanddd someone was being very funny and couldnt see like any shooting stars HAHAHA. ok i should not laugh at others.
i think this trip was some hard work,some service and some learning,lots of FUN WHEE:D esp with this FUNNY PERSON who does all sorts of funny things HAHA actually i feel quite lucky that hes in our grp dont u elissa:P it was a good experience even though not everything went the way we wanted it to,and people got upset at times,and i discovered some stuff that made me like some people less and others more.and hmm sorry for being short tempered sometimes.
wow im finally done.yupp so just wanna say that im glad i went on this trip with you all:) next year we go backpacking k!IM EXCITED ALREADY:D

2006-12-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!
why is no one blogging!
heh the ocip trip was GREAT!
ahhh dint wanna come back=(
ok somehow i dun feel like describing the whole trip.heh.it was just a very nice trip=) with lots of funny incidents!cm injured herself though!which um made me so traumatised!!!esp when i went with her to the hospital!she's really brave lar.i stand next to her dun even dare look at the doctor stitching, but then she tried to look lor!haha.and hmm.the OH MY!and all the thai words.and the many many interesting funny memorable events i wont forget.the toilet!the DAM.EVERYTHING!and all the nice thai people=) esp in my group!pan and palm!=)

feel such a great sense of satisfaction abt our dam=)
hmm and i think over the trip sort of got to know others better.and i think i got to know myself better too.hmm.

anw, i wanna go back again!!!!!rah.ONE MORE YEAR AND As WILL BE OVER YAY.i think i'm thinking too far haha.

yay tmr shopping day!=) strange how things turned out this way.what was supposed to bring tgt only tore apart.but at least when some pple turn out to be disappointments, there are others who give you pleasant surprises.
YAY i love band pple!dint know some of them actually got so worried abt me in chiangmai when they heard abt the earthquake!!THANKS!for all the prayers and msges and care and concern!(though they wont read this) hmm think they were really tired during the camp!i went first day and played TWO HUNDRED chromatic scales and ALMOST DIED.cant imagine lasting through so many more days!

still, dun regret missing it for ocip. just that now i begin to see the consequences.in band.rah.

and i had church camp from sun to tues=D yay.fun fun!played this super funny game must teach you all it's really funny!i conclude that i am a wonderful crapper cos i won the crappy game!

kk.see you soon!and hope cm is taking care of herself properly in cambodia=) bye!

2006-12-05T08:26:00.000+08:00

leaving in 4 hrs time (:
may our dam be strong and mighty ROAR.

2006-12-04T13:32:00.001+08:00

come and go

hey!

2006-12-04T09:10:00.000+08:00

hey no one is updating again.haha.oops.the rare owner is here again.

yay!i am so excited about tomorrow.but before that i just realised i should be getting ready for erm meeting now!or i will be too late.hahaha.ok.thats quite funny.anyway.yep the four of us are going to chiang mai together for erm 11 days.and we are going to do something useful there.building a dam.isnt it cool?haha.i just cant wait.in 24 hours time.we will be at the airport.and in 48 hours time, we will be having breakfast at IC.

i miss all my thai friends.haha.and i really hope i can see them again.

yay!jac elissa and cm.i miss you guys.hee.

2006-11-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

jacklyn the stupid lost a hp again
chances of you losing ur hp once: 0.00001
chances of you losing ur hp twice in a week: 0.00000000000001
rating of ur suayness: 9.3333/10
i am beginning to have a very cynical view of the world.
i have returned phones to their rightful owners not just once but twice but why oh why when it comes to my turn, no one does the same for me=(
sadness.
ultimate sadness.
and i got a big bloody scolding by my boss for i dunno wat reason
i feel like quitting my job.
earning money is freakin hard.
so wat if you have nice ppl to work with there lar, it cant compensate for all those fake smiles you have to give, and theres so much underhand stuff going on.
im sick of it.
seriously
i dunno y im putting myself down to tolerate such bullcrap with de customers and upper pple when i am capable of getting a decent 9-5 with $6 a day. wat made me reject dat kind of job? insanity.
and talking abt de professionalism of de receptionist? when you're in de most panicky state, they ask you to be a translator for china tourists. LOL. thanks for your compassion man.

2006-11-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm i hope everything works out fine jac=)
at least the person dint like call to donate to like one million charities in five hours and when u cancel the line the next morn you realise it's already been cancelled cos you now have an outstanding bill of a few thousand dollars.which was what happened to my jie's phone :S
ok i dun think it helps does it?sigh
anw dun over exert yourself rushing here and there ah!drink water and take care dun fall sick!
ok i feel auntie.

anw i slacked ard in the sa bandrm today and studied a bit and prac-ed a bit.
my tone sucks.sighhhh do not wish to elaborate.

and chinese!ahhhhh.just hope i dun do too badly.maybe a B or A?pray pray pray pray!

yay cm coming my hse tmr!

oh mon was quite fun watching jac work=) though i feel quite bad cos i ACCIDENTALLY hit cm's arm a few times =p sorryy!! yay i am BRAVE i took the vaccinations THREE IN ONE DAY!ok so did the rest of you haha. and yasi treated us ydy! haagen dazs!yipppee.though cm and yasi bullied me!on mon and tues too!ahhh JAC I MISS YOUUU.

ok i better start studying chinese!byeeee SEE YOU ALL!=)

2006-11-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

dear tom,
im sorry i neglected you. i shldnt have left you alone in the wilderness, in that foreign smelly dirty toilet. all this while, thank you for always being there for me. when i dropped you 2 stories high, you survived. you stayed on with me despite how rough and careless i was with you. yes i must have been a terrible owner. i wasnt worthy of you.
now remembering back then how you have always been there for me, shared my joys and sorrows, its my turn now to do all i can to get you back by my side. i wont leave you in the lurch, in those filthy hands of a thief. you deserve someone better than dat.
please tom, all i ask of you now is to keep dat secret we share forever. i hope no one ever breaks dat code.
no matter whether you come back or not, always know and remember that im always there for you. i can feel your presence. i will get you back.

<3>

2006-11-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

its funny how the world works. just moments before my phone was lost, i was talking to my fren abt working and how i wanted to support my own trip to thailand for ocip which was y i was slogging my ass off for days and nights reaching home at 12 plus plus plus and rushing to work after sch. now its all gone.
ill laugh at how dat bitch will try and get my security phone code deciphered. with dat bird brain of yours, try larh. try till ur hair falls off frm frustration. HAH.
and if she bloody touches with her fking filthy hands my precious disney keychain i hope she gets some skin disease.
im sorry for being so vicious. im just very sour abt all de memories i have inside. phone buy new one i dun mind, sim card can replace, bt my smses and photos =(

on a happier note, i love my cooks! (: pls visit me! ill scoop big big ice cream if i can =D

2006-10-30T09:21:00.000+08:00

weeee! working is fun(: tho its super tiring larh. i almst died frm smiling and standing for 8 hrs. but de pple there are really fun! come come when i can start taking orders=D im still hosting now so its quite sian, just stand smile talk talk here and there then continue standing. not like de other waiters/waitresses get to run arnd de place! hha i shall tell you guys more when we meet up later! TATA~

2006-10-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

BOOO
heh slpovr!it's nice to have pple to be crazy with.though i think yasi was very embarrassed heh.

rah i just feel so =( that i keep deproving and deproving and then diff people come to me and say, hey, i think you deproved a lot.or hey, the gap btwn us is closing!or hey, your tone deproved.why sound like that.gives a wierd face.ARGH.ok the closing gap is good cos it means the person improved but well i know the person meant i was deproving a lot.

AHH i cant take it.my tone sucks my technique sucks my sight reading sucks.and they werent even good in the first place SO CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW THEY ARE NOW.
i really hope it's just the reed.but if i were good then the reed wont matter right.
what am i saying.
i'm DEPRESSED.

actually i know it's just all my fault for not going indivs and stuff.i dunno why i am so lazy nowadays when i have no right to be.stupid elissa.guess i shall just try to work harder.and abt studies,i hate it when pple say oh, you lost to that person by one pt!i mean hello i'm not even competing and i'm REALLY GLAD she did so well.why on earth do you all just like to compare and compare AND COMPARE all the time and keep asking abt my grades if all you ever do is give me that 'you are crazy' look and go tell the whole world all my grades and pts so everyone gives me that look.cant you all just be happy and stop asking.if you ask then say congrats or sth right.no one asked you to ANNOUNCE to the whole world what.and i dun even wanna tell you all stuff cos i know it'll just make other people feel worse what.and further more, i know that wdv i did well is not me but God's grace.sighh just wish they could just understand.i guess in moments like this i wish i were in ny again when pple wont react this way.=(

sighh i'm really sad that some pple in my band are retaining=( sighhhhhh.

anw,cm let's prac tgt soon!=) sorry cant go shopping with you today.next wk or sth k!
and jac i have a sudd craving to eat a cake!pls go bake for me soon=)
and YASI!um.hello!sorry i think i'm being retarded heh.
bye!!!

2006-10-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

I feel pissed PISSED PISSED PISSED. i think this is ruining our friendship. and its like AG:AKJSF cant she just say what she wants and not go one big round to show her unhappiness why am i always the one asking,how u feel.is this ok is this all right.
ah nvm ignore this not talking abt u all. dun feel like explaining also. sorry for such a crappy post haha
hmm tmr sleepover yay happy! omg i think im going mad. im sure we'll have fun! look forward to seeing all of u:)

2006-10-16T15:56:00.000+08:00

DID YOU KNOW we blogged more than 200 posts alr=)

anw i'm blogging again cos i'm SICK!got a FEVER.stupid haze.had a rly bad sorethroat last night and woke up today with a fever!so dint go sch!haha maybe cos i slept late last night.haha cm was telling me stuff and i think i give good advice!=) no lar i think cos i understand her so well RIGHT CM???=p

anw, um.i'm really bored now.too lazy to do pw, feel too piggy to go slp again, and too lazy to pack my table!

YAY gonna go dinner with yixi on tues=D and slpovr with you all on thurs!

and i'm SUPER happy abt econs.AHAHAHA.and i really thank God for such wonderful classmates who congratulated me on results and told me what was going on in class and calling and stuff!=) LOVEEE THEM!though i realise none of them will ever read this haha.

and yasi is SO SWEEEET!haha she said sweet stuff abt us on her blog!heh.

oh no i ran out of stuff to talk abt.okay BYEBYE!stop missing me so much=p

2006-10-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

BOOO
haha tuesday was REALLYYYYYY fun with you all!!!esp yasi!so long nvr have so much time with her!the FONDUE was WONDERFUL!haha.and cm and jac!haha SMARTYPANTS.did so well for promos lar.at least to me heh.yep love you all!

anw, thanks CM AND JAC for coming to my open house today!!!!though jac was tired and cm too but i really appreciate it that you two came!heh.but anw my sec four church friends said sa was the funnest lor!and it was quite sian.so i really wonder how bad the other jcs are hmmm.maybe just one or two.

YEP yay next wk slpovr??=)

SEE YOU ALL SOON!!take care!

and hmm.on a side note, the yr rly passed super fast hor.seems so recent that we went open house tgt, signed up for tune-in.and i dint even expect to go sa.and now.i'm the one in sa, performing and getting pple to sign up.hmm.

2006-10-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

i love my section! we had funness today!=D
anyway today we had open house and i was really pissed with this pe tcher
cos we were playing tennis b4 open hse started, and then being quite noobie, de tcher called us and asked us to STOP PLAYING BECAUSE "WE ARE RUINING THE REPUTATION OF THE SCHOOL TENNIS TEAM"
WHAT RUBBISH IS DAT? IT IS THE STUPIDEST REASON IVE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE TO STOP US FRM PLAYING SPORTS
at least even sth like you are not in pe attire makes more cow sense THAN THIS STUPID SHIT
I REFUSE TO ACCEPT IT
AND i sincerely hope that the pe tcher sees this because much as i would have liked to "talk with him" over this issue just now, i did not want to sabo de rest with me to listen to both of us quarrel
he was extremely rude to me larh. i was like this is a sch property, so we arent entitled to using sch facilities? then he gave one whole damn shit talk abt how when i go work i shld "learn to accept my mistakes" OKAY SO I PLAY TENNIS IS A MISTAKE ISIT? I USE SCH FACILITY IS A MISTAKE IS IT? I AM NOT ALLOWED TO USE ANYTHING WITHOUT THE CCA'S CONSENT IS IT? WAT RUBBISH WAS HE TALKING ABOUT?! TOTALLY INCOHERENT, INSULTING AND BULLSHIT.
HE AS A TCHER IS NOT SETTING A GOOD EXAMPLE FOR US LORH
SO MARIA SHARAPOVA STARTED OUT A PRO LARH? OR ELSE IF SHE PLAYED TENNIS IN HER SCH SHE WLD BE A BAD REPUTATION TO HER TENNIS TEAM WAT?
ughhhh.
de worse thing was dat no one was there yet. the open hse hasnt even started larh
wats his problem
and even if we were DAT lousy, a tennis player wld come and straightaway know wat! just like how pple try band instrus, a trained ear wld know dat isnt a band player if hes newbie or sth wat!
SAME GOES FOR TENNIS
HELLO IF THEY CLD SEE DAT WE ARE DAT LOUSY, OF COS THEY KNOW WE CANT BE TENNIS PLAYERS
IF THEY CLDNT SEE DAT WE ARE DAT LOUSY THEN GOOD LARH WE ARE NOT SPOILING ANY REPUTATION WAT
SKDJAILDUIOUOU21O3U20930ENONDOVNO
oh and today i got zhamed on de ear by some soccer ball by this poser sec 3 guy at de street soccer court
i was soooo frightened dat i started tearing when i realised i cldnt hear anything larh.
de first thing dat came to my mind was omg wats my life gonna be if i cant hear music
then i just walked away quickly cos i was soosososososoo scared
im glad im okay now
thank God!
haha
okok talked a lot of rubbish today
TOODLES(:

2006-10-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

omg...this labtop is growing dusty..i havent been online for so long needless to say blog...ahh..u knoe i miss you all so much and i really mean sooooooooooooooooo much!miss studying with you all and everything and of course miss laughing at elissa's hair..and i miss blogging too...and i miss coming online to talk..and yippie exams are finally over well maybe besides spa..but ok...im just so excited about hols ending and about our more get-togethers to come...and not to forget our trip to thailand..how exciting..tho cause of the trip we are going to make lots of self-sacrifice..but i tink its gonna be worth it..like how i sacrificed my prom last year and ended up having sooo much fun..hee...how nice...okok..anyway..hmm havent seen jac and jp in a long long time..wonder how they r...and cm too..i miss her laughter and i miss having her to laugh with me...elissa...oh well like i said i miss laughing at her hair..oh but elissa is such a sweetie..cause she reminded me to carry my inhaler around even though i m kinda lazy to do tt..hahaha...i will try to remember elissa...yay..we are going out next tuesday..exciting..and also the secret mission i m gonna carry out elissa..heee...ok..i wish all of you good health and happiness..oh yes..do take care of yourself okie!bad haze...seeya soon and i promise to update as often as i can!love ya tooooo bitsss..muacks

2006-10-07T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hey been a long time since i last posted haha. Exams are finally over woo! whee i've been playing crazily the past few days so fun:D anyway festival of sports just ended,even though my class didn't win anything,i think we got closer thru it so thats good huh. and today we just spent like one whole afternoon playing monkey/netball/volleyball and it was super duper funny and fun!i love my class!happy happyhappy:D

Oh ya hope everyone gets gd grades for exams,and that i dun fail econs too badly,and also WE MUST MEET UP SOON! today elissa went out with band frens and jacklyn and i went for the canoe bbq,which was fun:D:D and yasi where are u??haha aiyo havent seen u for so long leh.
Hmm i can't wait for openhouses,then can crash other schools in weird uniforms..hmm..i shall start thinking abt what is interesting to wear:D

Oh and in case u all have too much free time now and feel bored,u can go and research on Countess Elizabeth Bathory.I watched Stay Alive yesterday,which is based on her, gosh she's one demented woman haha.interesting stuff.

k that's it byee

2006-10-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

WEEEEE
exams are finally over(:
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PROMOS SASA. (and yasi?)

2006-09-23T12:33:00.000+08:00

HEY!
just decided to say JIAYOU FOR PROMOS!
i'm sure you all will do v well=)
cant wait till aft promos aft pw aft chinese(for me=( )!and then can go for the ocip!

haha sometimes when i get stressed i wish i kept jac in a box(haha i just realised it sounds like JACK IN A BOX!hehehehehhe.okay elissa stop being lame!) then when i dunno how to do phy or anything i can just take her out and she'll teach me!or maybe keep yasi there to amuse me with funny stories abt her life.and keep cm in the box so she can pop out and make me less stressed haha.okay i think i am going mad.

yep byebye!btw i think i had fun studying with cm a few times the last two weeks.haha.though i lost the bet abt keeping quiet but nvm=p

ALL THE BEST!

ps i decided to make this pink!cos i realised recently we've been quite boring and everything is the same colour haha.

2006-09-07T20:42:00.000+08:00

yay i feel random so i shall just blog for a while
anyway congrats cm and marg for getting into main!=D yay(: haha tho im quite disappointed with my own performance, but i guess its quite expected larh,since i really lost touch with my clarinet and i mean realistically speaking, got nafa players of cos go up first larh, professional-to-be compared to drop-out-to-be, who goes up? obvious rite.
haha okay enough of blabbering im just afriad pple will be worried for me (like elissa de worrywort) actually my main aim of blogging today is cos im very absent minded, then when im sad i wanna feel happy by reading sth dat'll mke me feel happy so i shall just be eccentric and blog abt how blessed my past few weeks have been! i guess i really have to thank God for bringing my special frens like you ppl! to me. its quite weird someimtes cos im not used to being pampered and now i feel like a little princess getting chauffeured everywhere(: i wonder how long this feeling will last, but i really wanna rmb these happy moments forever. ahh am i sounding stupid? i think i am.
hence my conclusion is happy pple are stpid pple
and i must say you pple got me a headache frm all de mad qns you asked today haha
okok enough nonsense
jiayou for promos! teeheehee and im really happy today!=D
im mad
this post is completely incoherent
you must be mad to have to read or understood till here
haha
TOODLES.
xoxo

2006-09-02T06:53:00.000+08:00

heyyyyy

shopping trip and slpovr!!=) yay aft the celebrations i met jac at chinese high bus stop, then we went ny!and saw cm!then we talked a bit and walked ard the sch trying to find yasi.saw lots of pple.finally found yasi, then we went to eat TZECHAR!!yay.the food was GOOD though my barley was um.YUCK.then um jac told us sth really shocking haha.we went to town!walked walked walked.far east to plaza sing!but still couldnt find really nice bags.boohoo.we took pictures next to the cow at heeren!oh saw lots of pple at orchard too.and cm and yasi changed uniforms!hehe.oh then when we were at centrepoint we sudd realised EH WHY NOT HAVE A SLPOVR.cos at first we dint think of it as yasi had to send friend to airport cm had lesson and syo so we thought too busy.but in the end we stayed whole day tgt!ok so we sleptovr!aft we sort of complimented all the mums=p then we went home to get clothes, then went yasi's hse!jac was having her stomachache when i met her at je, and then last night i got the same type of stomachache=( i think we alternate.but nvm that's not the pt.the pt is that we all went to yasi's hse.and dunno do what.oh we ate!pasta!!!and cereal.jac is gross.she eats food with ants.haha all learnin from cm alr!=p anw cm fell aslp first!and we wanted to go down walk walk but yasi dun want and cm aslp so just me and jac.heh so romantic.then when we went back up we slept.and SOMEONE kept stealing the blanket from me.and so i woke up at 730 and couldn slp alr.then they woke up at 830.we ate breakfast!NOODLE!and BISCUITS WITH MILK.ahh nice.then we studied while yasi had tuition.yep.then we went out aft that to hc to study.and saw yumin!and i lazy write in detail alr.oh jac wasnt with us at hc so I MISSED HER.cos they keep bullying me!yeah.but was nice catching up with yumin!
ok anw we had fun and lots of laughs cos of the stupid lame things you all do.haha the breadtalk thing was REALLY FUNNY but ok nvm it wasn rly us heh.and then the egoistic yasi and cm kept complimenting each other.WOW THAT BAG LOOKS NICE ON YOU.WHY?. COS IT'S ON YOU.haha.so much funny stuff but i cant rmb leh.heh.anw yes it was a wonderful trip and slpovr!yeah cant wait till aft promos.=)
anw i just hate it that some pple are so irritating abt certain things.news spreads fast argh.nvm shant comment and no one knows what i'm talking abt.bye!gotta go to the ZOOO.=)
cm jiayou for your assessment!and jac!hmm ok u wont see this so nvm.heh bye!love u all!=)
rmb TUES and THURS ah.

2006-08-27T11:26:00.000+08:00

hello! its been a long time since i last blogged. these few weeks have been hell man, ive been like spending ALL my breaks trying to catch up with my hmwrk, pw and everything. then band gets sooo late till i go home, and have no mood to do wrk, then de whole cycle carries on to de nxt day yada yada yada. really exhausted. AND CANOE haha stupid cm! grrr hey im not de only one who cldnt climb up dat pontoon thing lorh! sigh i really feel like joining canoe:( but im like having too many things and too little time then aiyarh i think i shant be overambitious and pretend i can handle everything and do everything half-heartedly.
and my clarinet! haii im really lousy:( i think i have to spend every sch break catching up all dat i have lost during this half a year of slacking. my tone is so awful i dun even have de mood to prac then my technique is like =/ malaoshi was saying dat his ego is big and he wont be able to take it if his student is lousy, which he was obvsly talking abt me. :( i dun want him to dump me. kk i shall prac hard! =D
then again i feel like quitting syo alr. i guess de pple are nice larh, and i really prefer classical music much much much more to band music budden i dunno, its getting stressful=/ if only there was like symphonic orchestra in hc, id be so happy:)...
yay im excited abt our shopping trip!=) ive got stuff to tell you guys! haha kk see you guys arnd sooooon.
xoxo jac

2006-08-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

HAHA CM.STOP BLAMING ME FOR EVERYTHING OKAY.
heh cm misses me so much.
anw i met cm today aft band (oops she had to wait quite long) and we STUDIED.yay i like studying with smart people (cm stop feeling ego). cm has A VERY BIG EGO.hmm.and she likes to clap her hands while singing band songs ALL OF A SUDDEN.if you dun get what i mean just observe her in her daily life esp when she's thinking or studying.haha the expression on her face everytime she realises she was doing that and stops is REALLY FUNNY.and she cant stop talking abt ___ who aparently has a bad character.SO CM.GO FOR CHARACTER NOT LOOKS!yeah.oh and cm dropped her marker INTO THE MAYONAISE.so gross lor.still laugh nonstop.oh but i thought she'd still eat the mayo, but SHE WAS OUT OF CHARACTER and dint eat it!shocking!esp aft the apple strudel incident=p
haha JIAYOU FOR YOUR ASSESSMENTS CM AND JAC!you can do it!!!!=)
(btw jac i dint say that lor is cm told me one.so scold her not me!)
heh I MISS YOU ALL!esp jac and yasi since i saw cm today alr.haha.tsk tsk she hasnt changed!
cm!how can you not tell me when pple bully you!hmph.
okay i shall go now.SEE YOU ALL SOON!
cm and i have decided we shall go out again and study during the sep hols, or this coming sat if i dun have band.yep.THE OTHER TWO, PLEASE BE FREEEEEE.
I BOOK YOU FIRST.
yep byebye see you!

2006-08-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

ELISSA MAKING ME BLOG! haha anyway today jacklyn and i went to try out canoeing training. all the feelings of familiarity just washed over me again. i realise that i miss it so much even though ive been telling myself otherwise over the past half a yr, to move on and do my best in touch rugby. but its just different you know i dunno how to explain it. but still im glad that i didnt quit syo cos its great playing the oboe:D ahh so im considering some stuff i prob shdnt be considering right now=/
Oh! anyway tell u abt someone who capsized at the pontoon and couldnt lift herself back up...eventually the person had to pulled out of the water HAHAH. k i shall not be mean. (btw elissa's the one who made me type the above:p) YASI WHERE ARE YOUUUU havent seen u for so long=/

2006-08-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

i can see a layer of dust on this blog.
haha anyway! i must tell you guys of a horrible day at HWA CHONG TOILETS. on this fateful day, i went to the toilet and to my horror one light was spoilt, and given dat it is like hwa chong terribly dark toilets it made the entire pathway into de toilet super dark. and im quite afraid of de dark. but BRAVE LITTLE JACKLYN went in to change!=) cos my frens were inside! yay haha THEN we were waiting waiting and then we realised y out of 4 cubicles only 1 got sound, de rest all LOCKED. and this being a commonly used toilet at de 1st floor it is quite =/ but anyway we waited. then when i went in OMG. this OLD RAG-LIKE DORAEMON was inside de only cubicle. i was wondering if there was a camera to peep at girls change then i looked down OMG ANTS?!?!?!?!?!??! COMING OUT FRM DE FLUSH BUTTON. damn gross larh it was a big fat trail of disgusting ANTS. ARGH. and tho i was afraid of insects, being BRAVE LITTLE JACKLYN I CHANGED. haha this sounds so egoistic=)
okok then being freaked out after pe we decided to change toilets to de audi one: then de last cubicle was closed, but de lock thing showed dat de door wasnt locked so jasline wanted to go in. but de door was STUCK! y? i dunno y. so jasline pushed and leaned and tapped on de door to see if anyone was inside. then still cannot. then after a while she tried again and she just pushed it then can hear this 'tick' sound (lock sound unlocking) then de door opened. ERRRRR then i just stun there. then jasline was like got leng feng chui. then i just stared at her as she went in=/ then she open close open close open close de door and open then she stared at me and said if i dun come out pls collectmy body. OMG I WAS LIKE HOW FREAKED OUT so i said nono pls come out. haha HORRIBLE MAN. hwachong toilets
okok end of story. PLS BE CAREFUL! byebye!

2006-07-23T19:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO
why am i the only one blogging i feel stupid blogging twice in a row!!

anw.yay for our shopping trip!(which was um quite long ago heh) bought earrings.and what ah.i forgot.anw yeah it was fun!

and YESTERDAY
i cant believe i forgot to bring my strap for rehearsal AGAIN.boo so dint have a proper run thru.till the performance itself!!!heh.i sort of screwed=(but oh well it's over!and heh.we took MANY PHOTOS!=) i enjoyed myself a lot.maybe it's whole playing in esplanade thing, maybe it's cos cm FINALLY gave me a birthday prez(which i love!), maybe it's cos we were with juniors=), but i think mainly it's cos of you all!!!(I AM SO SWEET!ahaha) yeah.
oh mel was so nice to put make up for me (yasi too!and jac too).ahh DOUBLE REEDS!and my junior is vv nice too!!=)

yep.
WE SHOULD HAVE
1. a food trip!rmb the NICE SEAWEED at ps??
2. a watch korean show date!
3. i dunno.study for promos tgt?ahaha

anw.boo hopefully aft the strings concert we still meet a lot!!ohhh jac the symphony forty solo thing!ahh so nice.boo why me and cm got no solo tgt one=(

okay i hve to eat dinner BYEBYE!

2006-07-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

hey

sighhh i'm sorry i seem quite un-enthu abt the tuesday thing cos um.(pls be prepared for a stupid reason) I WANNA GET MY RESULTS BACK PERSONALLY.
as in yes i can ask my friend tell me but but it's diff!!and seeing the ppr and stuff.feeling the SUSPENSE i cant believe i want that but it's quite exciting actually.
boohoo why cant the esplanade thing be on monday instead=(
i have all lectures on monday.SIAN.yay can skip two hours of lessons for band!
i think i'm getting back physics on tues, math too perhaps.and i'm gonna see my new chinese tchr.exciting day right?yes SO WHY DOES IT CLASH.

and i'm gonna be so busy.and ahhh i'm missing the physics thing on monday!cos got band.but i thought abt it, and realised i'm gonna be ONE OUT OF THREE singaporeans going for it.so though i would be able to see yasi=), but oh well.i'll feel so extra.so yes band is better!!

which brings me to the next pt.i'm really starting to like sa band A LOT!wow.heh and i actually made better friends with my sectionmate!actually sectionmateS the oboist is real nice.heh.dun worry yixi i still think you're the best sectionmate to have!=)

anw i was quite happy yesterday.cos of chem=D (which came as a very pleasant surprise of course but definitely all glory goes to God.and i'm sorry to whoever i told it to cos i realised i must have sounded like bragging but i was really vv happy what!!so um had to share my joy=p) and i guess i was a bit happy abt the band thing too.i really dint expect it.though it's really nothing,but i guess it made a bit of a diff.to know that, well, someone believes in me.though i think i'll just disappoint pple.so i really think i'm gonna be more commited to sa band and i shall play well and i shall work hard and i shall um.GO FOR INDIVIDUALS MORE.(aft ny and strings concert i guess.oh no but that's too late boohoo cos i think we'd break soon aft that.) i really must work harder. i cant stand it when i feel like pple are looking down on me.i get paranoid.maybe it's good cos it pushes me to work harder.and i always expect for the worse cos i'm always scared to be disappointed.maybe that's why my chem tchr said with a look of amusement on thurs that i have very low self esteem.heh i was really freaking out before she gave back the ppr.

btw i was just talking to my pri sch classmate(sort of my best friend in p6) online and it felt a bit wierd.i hope it doesnt become like that next time for us=( nono MUST NOT HAPPEN.

okay dunno why i'm writing this here but yeah CANT WAIT FOR SHOPPING TRIP WITH YOU ALL ON SUNDAY.oh and i'm sort of sad you all arent gonna go for my concert but oh well it's okay.my whole class is going that shld be enough=) ( though they're all scholars!)
yep see you!

2006-07-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

HELLO. today was a REALLY FUN AND EXCITING DAY. omgosh i feel a great sense of achievement. we turned smelly, old, dirty, dusty, small bandroom into clean, sparkling, nice-smelling, pretty, neat, cosy bandroom! i love it very very very very very much! it seemed sooo impossible to finish everything but we did it! haha i felt like HUGGING EVERYONE WITH MY STINKY SWEATY BODY but everyone was rushing to go nj concert. haha i feel like camping over in de bandroom now! its really great=D
i even climbed into the HUGE rubbish bin with yumin and yingchern and we took photos there! ooo excitement. cleaning up was tiring but worth it=) i hope we can keep it dat way.
anyway we had a sectionouting de day b4 and its so lame! we had thsi ez link card game and started to predict ppl's future, so steve will be a POOR, SINGLE farmer and i dun SHAVE?! haha and i am going to die TODAY. and im a paedophile which is quite true, and ill be de richest in de future! MUAHAHAHA. lots of other stuff which i cant rmb. ohoh i really wanna go steve's farm! he has a farm dat spans frm kl to JOHOR BAHRU which has lots of animals including a kangaroo which david will steal as predicted frm de game. haha oh and david watches porn at 9 and has *** with animals!: haha OH pls dun go to this bloody irritating shop in HEEREN forogt name, de salesman has super lot of holes on both his eaars, we were trying to get tengen a shirt for his bday then we decided to look for others and he was like y dun want? isit the price problem? oh TRY FOR FUN HUH? woaaaahh im super pissed. grrr nvm i bet they wont get much business in future with this kind of attitude.
I LOVE BANDROOM!=D

2006-07-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
i'm so sorry i feel so guilty cos i really shld be studying.oops.but oh well trying to stay awake.haha.

anyway this was just to say
THANK YOU!!
i feel so happy that i have such NICE SMART GOOD FRIENDS =) heh was talking to cm that night on msn and haha i sudd realised YES i am so THANKFUL for you all!okay here's why.(haha i feel SUPER lame.must be all the EXAM STRESS!!heh.)

cm:thanks for encouraging me abt the figaro thing today and understanding how $^&#!%$^ i felt because of CERTAIN REASONS.and for practising with me aft that and saying i sound fine=) and for trying to teach me chem ovr msn haha.aiya your ppr hard lar i still think you're smart.your class is just xiao.heh.oh and thanks for lending me notes during the hols.and court shoes!!and hmm a lot more stuff!!just that i cant rmb heh.yay.right now i still feel super irritated and lousy and irritated and lousy and it's really not my fault i have exams and have no time to prac!but fine i'm just lousy.okay i shall stop being retarded.yes so THANKS for EVERYTHING!

jac:haha thanks for all your NOTES!and TUTORIALS and EVERYTHING!!ahaha.you blur sotong.give me stuff you still need.=p and yar THANKS for bringing the korean show and distracting me!!ahh now i cant wait to watch it.WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL THE FOOD THE GUY COOKED?!?!heh.haha and thanks for explaining to me chem stuff and everything very PATIENTLY.yes yes.for ONCE you replied msges so FAST!hehe.oh!!and PHYSICS!vv fun to discuss with you!!ahaha.so yes THANKYOU!i cant rmb anything else le.heh.

yasi:YASI!!!haah thanks for your papers!and hehe for all your surprises!!the note was sweet!=)and thanks for always hosting slpovrs and lending us lots of stuff and not minding when we mess up your house heh.oh!!and your cooking rocks.please cook for us next time=) haha it was fun trying to waste all the money at the funfair with you.whoa first time we had to SPEND so much money and CANNOT find anything to spend it on.haha and thanks for always being so amusing and calling me to tell me funny stuff.yes yes thanks!

ahaha i really shld try to stay awake DURING EXAMS.stay awake to study.sometimes i think all i ever do is SLEEP and EAT.heh me and cm realised today that our friends call us pigs.i thought they shld meet cm then they wont think i'm a pig anymore.while cm thought they shld meet me.haha.okay so FINE we're both equally piggy.heh

oh and HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!=D yes yes NICE.

i really shld get back to studying.ahh i cant watch soccer finals cos got exam next day BOO=( oh well.see you all soon!!hope you all get back GREAT results!=)

2006-07-05T18:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm it's been quite long since i last updated haha. Elissa thanks for sending me the high school musical songs! Hehe i like bop to the top...it's so cute:D i've been listening to it like so many times la haha.

Anyway i'm not really thinking properly now cos last night i was watching world cup, then after it ended go brush teeth and time to go school alr lol. AND AHH GERMANY LOST NOOO:( brazil and germany out alr sigh. BOO lousy italians la they keep faking injuries, jump into other ppl on purpose then clutch head in agony and after ref takes a look and goes away,next second they're totally all right alr. ARRGHH SO ANGRY!! But anyway I still think lehmann is gd..so seh..but where was his DEFENSE!! esp the 2nd goal was like so happily left wide open. or maybe i'm just blind. i think i yelled so loudly during the goal that i woke my family up=/ oh and i like BALLACK! but he didn't play well..sigh.. hmm act to tell the truth italy was closer to getting goals anyway. whats up with germany their attack was like so screwed and BALLACK MISSED HIS SHOT! ARGH HOW COULD HE. nvm i still like him anyway:P hmm now i shall mourn for GERMANY:(:( u know its really sad to see them all crying..the entire german home crowd and the players and ESP BALLACK (stupid commentator had to go say,"oh a captain's tears") I wish I was born in a country with a qiang football team..the atmosphere and fighting spirit of the ppl is so overwhelming la. ok nvm i'm just talking to myself arent i:D just felt a need to rant lol. kk next.

Oh ELISSA JIA YOU FOR BLOCKS!!! (but then again you shouldn't be online reading this -.-) then soon we can go watch jacklyn's nice korean drama again. with the chio bu who is getting quite boring looking -__- and the guy who looks like mrs **** hahaha. i think i'm so evil. oh and yasi..good job..wake up so early for ur last paper haha. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE FOR RESULTS. Oh and erm we got back chem mcq results..i 3rd bottomed my class..so elissa erm i really hope i taught u the correct stuff man:S

I think I didn't talk abt NYCB concert yet..haha it was SO FUN! I miss all the rehearsals and everyth and being in nanyang band. sigh. oh and thanks jac and marg and yixi (if they read this) for coming to support:D

Then the other day we just went for NY funfair. Lots of food but all overpriced -.- and I remember the nice noodle that i was waiting and waiting and WAITING for..sigh..and didn't even get to eat it in the end haha. thinking abt all the food i feel like eating cheese sausages now=/ i think its time for dinner haha. BYE EVERYONE

2006-07-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO. i am very pissed with this stupid screwed up inefficient idiotic ez link card lost/replacement thing. i need my ezlink NUMBER b4 i can report lost LIKE WHO IS SO FREE TO MEMORISE ONE'S EZ LINK CARD NUMBER LARH. grrr. i hope de person who took/stole/picked up my wallet in desperation/fun/convenience is kind enough not to spend de unlimited money in my ez link giro thing on macdonalds while watching worldcup and burn a hole in my dad's pocket or ill make sure dat person understands de meaning of CORONARY HEART DISEASE. grrrr.
oh i sound like some sadistic idiot. but i realised losing wallets are really troublesome. and my atm carddd. wa liew then today i wanted to photocopy stuff and crap no photocopying card. then have to walk to stupid coro just to photocopy! and my library cards too! now i cant nerdify myself at de library, not dat i do. but i might. then i have to replace everything which will take abt 2 weeks and very inconvenient places then reapplying of giro reapplying of ezlink getting new atm card new wallet new photocopying card lucky no neoprints ill be really upset. AND i hope those pple who picked it up dun laugh at my nerdy picture=(
anyway good luck elissa and yasi for your blocks=) jia you! you can do it!
haha oh yarh pigs flew! yasi blogged. hahaha jkjkjk anyway haha i realised i nvr talk a lot to yasi altho we just went out haha. anyway thanks yasi for your surprise teeheehee.
oh! and i went to watch superman yday. it was soooo hilarious. and my fren realised sth wrong with de plot! superman didnt see dat krytonite in de guy's pocket! ORH HORH SUPERMAN. can see thru lifts to look at girls cannot see thru pockets to look at sth dats gonna kill you. SHOWS HOW PERVERTED HE IS. oh and i realised pple like lee hongern must have been spending time mugging superman comics instead of blocks. he knows like practically everything abt supermans. haha and superman's curly hair is SO FUNNY. one second his hair is normal ruffled thing then de nxt it's GELLED WITH A CURL IN DE CENTER. and his clothes mysteriously disappear into de lift.
hmm ohoh and today was ny food/fun fair haha i sadly was unable to try dat CENTRIPETAL FORCE RIDE. omgosh i SOOO wanted to try it larh! ive nvr seen dat ride b4!! as in it looks like it's gonna break down any moment. haha and de viking-__- haha i doubt they can experience any g's at all. it's so tiny. but there was quite nice food=) i think cheryl's stall is GOOD. cos de chocolate is niceeeee=D

2006-06-28T18:24:00.000+08:00

aiya..i forgot to say...the photos have been uploaded..i will be uploading more after term exams!!!hahaha..erm..CLICK ME

2006-06-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

surprise!i m not living in lala land..i am just living in a world with no internet..my internet has been down and ok and down and ok so quite hard to blog..and hmm...now i have the blog craze again..so here's wad i am doing..anyway..hmm..the past week or so has been a traumatic week and i would say my life is not the same anymore..the past week has taught so much..taught me the need to cherish everyone around me and everything..then again..i wanna thank god for putting this three great souls into my life..without them i wouldnt have been who i am today..even though i aint exactly a somebody yet..but one day i will be somebody..yep yep...this past week has made me into a =( person and i hardly remember how to smile...i have been ='( so much i wonder if i have enough tears to keep my eyes wet for the rest of my life..but thanks for everyone around that gave me strength to put on a smile on my face..there's sth i think i should have told u all long ago...but maybe someday i will pluck up enough courage to tell u all..not so soon i guess..but one day..one day i will definitely tell you all..not many people know about it..maybe besides cheryl and roc...let me think of how i can phrase it..but no worries..its nothing serious..nth at all..yep yep..hahahh..

hmm..this few days have been so hectic for me..sleeping less than four hours a day..running here and there but i think its worthwhile..running the last lap with someone..definitely worthwhile..and yep..i have been so tired..sleeping and sleeping..i feel like elissa...anyway..yep..guess wad..i overslept today..i woke up at 705 when my assembly starts at 730..so i screamed and my dad sped me to school..and phew..i wasnt late..i reached at 725 i think..phew phew..thank god!!!i was praying so hard...and sigh..i know i am going to do badly for my exam but i have faith in god who is going to make me pass..hahha...yep yep...

oh yah..i gotta talk about appassionaae x!!!woah!it was a blast..i never knew we could put on such good show since appassionata VII..i m so proud of ourselves...hahah...chiaming had a wonderful solo and so did most of the other soloist..well done nycb!!!i am so proud of you and i am so proud to say i am once a nycbian and i will always be a nycbian..hahhaha...sounds familiar huh...yep yep..i gotta study already..have been slacking the whole day...

oh yah..goodnews!!!my dad repaired my pencil box!!!exciting huh

yes yes...please me informed that we are meeting at 10 on sat..dun forget!!!meet at ny bus stop..outside nj one...

love you guys..sigh i realised sth..its so easy to tell who blogged this because of all the .......only i use them..sigh..not fun one

2006-06-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO
JIAYOU TO ALL OF US FOR BLOCKS!!!WE CAN DO IT!YAY.

anw.ahhh the concert yesterday was great!!whoa the juniors were so good!!my junior's pro!yay.
although there were some stuff which affected me.um i think i only told cm.but shant think abt them.hmm.CM YOUR PERSIS SOLO!!haha SEE i told you it'd be FINE.=)

hmm cm's persis solo and mel's ride solo are permanently stuck in my head.ahh.

these past few days have been sort of depressing and saddd, and i really hope it gets better.i'm really not in the mood to study.(and i even slept in my exam today!!ahh i think i'll fail boohoo.)i realised that a situation involving one person really has a large impact on many others.sighh.shant think abt it anymore.

hmmm you all MUST come for the sa concert okay.I DONT CARE.

hehe.ALL THE BEST!

2006-06-16T08:49:00.000+08:00

HEY i wasnt being scandalous kay! i just happened to be sitting in an uncouth position THINKING ABOUT A PHYSICS QUESTION in the band room.

2006-06-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

hey!!
slpovr was nice=) haha.just sadd that we had to wake up EARLY( hmm though in the end we ovrslept=p)
oh YASI was the SURPRISE nice??=D all the nice FOOD and the PICNIC and the TIARA and the FLOWERS!!!heh.ask jac and cm how much we SACRIFICED for you lor.we almost died carrying EVERYTHING.and we had aches the next day!haha.sentosa!!so many pics!!yasi please send us the pics SOON.hmm.heh it was quite fun trying to play frisbee with FOUR pple while i screamed everytime i stepped on seaweed.oops.and laughing at jac's balloon!!oh i cant rmb much of anything else.oops.but yes it was an ENJOYABLE DAY!!with crabs at the end!which i couldn really eat cos my nose was killing me and my stupid allergy started again.

anyway.yep today we studied.yasi cm me.yay.went kap then they came my house.yay the lormee is nice!okay a bit out of pt.hmm.cm YES we can study tgt often!!my house is such a CONVENIENT place eh?haha.oh!!can do that for As!!!=) hmm.and jac was being scandalous!but YES we encourage her!!!(and we all know why=p)rmb the bet?

hmm ny concert coming.feel stressed abt the block tests coming.sighhh.and i still have no motivation to study!heh can ask cm and yasi.i kept getting distracted!boohoo.

oh.and cm, dun worry abt the reed thing k.i'm sure it'll be okay in the end!

yep see you all soon!!!=)

2006-06-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YASI.

hope youll lost the big bet in this happy year!(:

xoxo

2006-06-04T14:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we went back for practice..it was all right la just that I din know it was combined... -_- anyway it's been such a loong time since i last played band pieces (or in a band for that matter) haha! so was feeling very happy and contented yesterday.. i miss nycb:( mel improved a lot! quite proud of her. and oh i must mention that there's this ultra pro trumpet snr (whose name i dunno) who can pitch rly well. She makes the high notes sound effortless..haha.

Yes anyway Elissa and I agree that it's not abt what gift it is but who it's frm!:) haha..i think we are getting more mature:D oh anyway we celebrated elissa's (belated) birthday at yasi's house a few days ago. hahaha candlelight dinner so nice:) and err we're going to the beach soon! so that's gd. even though i dun rly wanna get more tanned.. aiya ok whatever.in the meantime everyone have a fun hols lol.and dun be too stressed abt blocks haha;)

2006-06-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO THANKS FOR THE WALLET!!
haha it's a wallet i dun really think i'll get for myself, but i think cos you all gave it so i like it!and it's beginning to look nicer everytime i see it.haha.and cm feels the same way!abt the wallet we got for her last time=)

anw.it's JUNE and it's the HOLIDAYS and the first week just ZOOMED past so fast=( but yay.we have more time during hols to go out!too bad jac not playing for appassionata 10.hmm.

cant wait for SLEEPOVER and BEACH OUTING!=) yay.must miss me while i go church camp from mon to fri okay.if i feel nice i might get stuff!heh.

oh today me and cm and yixi went for nycb prac.CM'S TONE IS NICE on her new reed.though a bit airy.i think that time she sounded like ccb cos um.she dint prac for long.cos now she sounds nice!yay.and melanie improved!wow!she sounds like cm when she was sec two.which is good!i think.yep.oh and i sort of can play that hard strings piece already.YIXI JIAYOU WHEN I'M NOT AROUND.hehe.

oh anw my objective of this is to tell you all THANKS.and yar had a nice time at yasi's house that day cooking!and taking photos.yep.byebye!

2006-05-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

愛情不是一道選擇題。
我知道﹐那個時候妳就已經做了決定。
妳心裡永遠都有著一個相信。
而我的相信，就是支持著妳的相信。
因為，我心裡有三個字，不能告訴你…
(男) 如果沒有妳和他的約定
我的愛會不會有一種權利
成為妳的行李陪著你去旅行
無論是北極還是雨林
(女) 我還守著我和他的約定
最後幸福會寫下一份證明
就算沒有日期就算還會傷心
我仍相信生命的奇蹟
不該再用我的愛困住你
不該再讓你眼中有淚滴
好無力去找尋
那三個字的替代句
也許我們從此不再相遇
永遠記得你微笑的眼睛
別傷心你放心我知道(那)三個字的意義
如果有一天命運讓我們再次相遇
而妳的答案還缺少一個回應
或許妳不知道
其實我也在等待另一個奇蹟
當妳笑著找到妳的相信
我會將這三個字化作你的姓名
永遠的放在心裡……
mmmhmm i love this song.
i have concluded dat elissa likes to bully me cos she only nags at me to blog. she doesnt nag at yasi who seems to be living in lala land permanently. =P
today seems like some ominous..bad day. got this heart sinking feeling thruout de nite. like you know sitting a rollercoaster, just dat i am not. and i cant put a finger to it. got thsi feeling someone close to me is in trouble or really upset or i dunno=/ very worrying. sighh.
anyway my whole class is at some ubin leadership camp now!:) i hope they are having fun. HAH. boohoo quite disappointed i cant join them.
okay i shall go eat stuff. maybe it'll make me feel better=
TOODLES.

2006-05-18T20:52:00.000+08:00

this blog is officially ONE YR OLD!=)
how time flies..

miss you all lots!!shall tell you abt my day when we meet=)

thanks cm for sending me that msg haha.thanks jac for calling.and thanks yasi for your msg!haha at that time i dint miss you terribly.i was actually taking a nap cos i fell aslp doing my gpp.hehe.

see you soon!

2006-05-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

haha ok it's my turn to post abt my birthday. ahh it was such a sweet and happy day! now that i'm 17 i've turned into the new more responsible and more mature chia ming;) hhaa k i think i shd stop lying. anyway it was such a nicee day in school and training was fun!! haha. then later i got scammed, haha jac's acting isnt that gd but i think i'm easily bluffed due to my guillible, innocent and trusting nature.

ok anyway swensen's was damn good la! everyone should eat the sambal fish. oh and the apple crumble wasnt that nice but it looked damn gd haha. and everyone kept ruining the surprises... but it was very very funny haha=D then halfway while the swensen's ppl were singing my birthday song they forgot my name so i started laughing and erm blew the candle out by mistake. hahaha so embarrassing=/ anyway we played the cai quan game and elissa is real bad at it... haha.. oh then we ate till we were so stuffed la! and yasi felt kind of sick i think.. oops :S

yup thanks for spending my birthday with me and making it so fantastic! loveeee

2006-05-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

i shall blog abt de details of cm's bday!=)
cm was being very late altho we were rather early and i left band early to prepare de presents. then we realised it was gonna be very late so yasi and elissa rushed to swensons first to chope de reserved seats. SO we decided to lie to cm and say yasi cldnt make it. and omgosh i shld win an award for best actress on cm's bday or sth! i managed to convince cm dat yasi wasnt going and we were both angrily scolding yasi ^^ teeheehee. but we still love yasi larh horh. okay watever. out of pt haha anywayss then we went westmall! and de sad thing was dat we wanted to buy a swensons cake but no more! then our island creamery cake melted and became a pancake hahaha oh yes de swensons pple sang a bday song. quite unsuccessfully but nonedeless very amusing. haha oh and yasi tried hiding under elissa's menu for abt 5 minutes and blur cm didnt notice it was yasi (must be wondering wat cm's eyes are for:P) then! we had a lot of plans like sinigng once cm comes which failed, then surprising her with swensons icecream which failed cos elissa said "later eat apple crumble no space for ice cream", and surprising her with de island creamery cake which failed cos it melted and surprising her with de swensons pple singing which failed cos i said "are they going to sing for us?" haha DAMN funny larh all our plans gone to waste. but watever IT WAS FUN! i really miss you guys. esp during band during sch during times when i need to vent anger and relieve stress and laugh my head off:( love you guys! <3!

2006-05-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

jacklyn yek is a bit BLUR.
she mixed up apple CRUMBLE with apple STRUDEL.
haha.
and i just did her a favour!!she is eternally grateful to me=)
HEHE=p

2006-05-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!
it's been a while since i last came here.hmmm.
yesterday we celebrated cm's bday!!
ahh we all ate till we almost died.(except jac.hmm somehow she didnt feel very bloated)
anw.despite the ruined surprises it was still v nice hor cm??:D
um.i dunno what to say le.
i feel very slacky.sigh.hmm i dunno why but i think i've sort of lost the passion for band (or wdv you call it) it cant be because i've grown sick of it cos i'm not. sigh.i really wanted to practise today.i even brought scores and stuff to school.but i dunno why i just couldn walk myself to the bandroom.(despite the fact i found out later it wasnt open or sth) but even if it were open i wouldn have gone.hmm.why am i saying this i make no sense. anw i just feel sad abt it.haha.i think dreading band is a very sad feeling to have.esp when i haven had that feeling since.since.sec one?i used to pity pple who dreaded band and wonder why they wanna dread band when band is so fun.but when i'm actually in band and playing i dun really mind it.and in fact i quite enjoy myself cos of the music.it's just the part btwn aft lessons and before band that i find it quite hard to drag myself to the room, and i feel like runnning home and sleeping or going out or doing anything else EVEN MUGGING. what is wrong with me?!?! i dunno. i just hope it gets better soon. or i dunno how to survive two yrs.
ok i dint expect to blog so long heh.see you all soon!=)

2006-05-09T14:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BDAY CM=)
i love apple strudel!

2006-05-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

i hope the concert will not be a flop=( seriously.

2006-04-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

hello!
hmm i just got back from band camp i am SUPER TIRED now i have LOTS OF HOMEWK and a VERY IMPT PHYSICS TEST TMR and i and stressed.
i have no idea what i am doing here.oh actually cos i need to go wait for my hair to dry before i slp, and i dun feel like studying yet.
hmm.band camp was super tiring.it's like.practise, eat, practise, bathe, eat, practise.NON-STOP.my lips are dying.oh and i have this soli thing with the oboe and realised cm!we nvr did get to play anything tgt right!so sad lor.and hmm.i have a double reed section!so happy there is this new oboe girl so i'm not the only girl in the section.=)
okay out of pt.huh eight things.
1.must be a christian(and other stuff but i dun think you'll understand haha.)
2.must play a nice instru!!!!not just piano.um.guitar!any band instru.okay any musical instru.hehe.
3.must be taller than me.
4.must not be fat.crap i feel mean.okay maybe change.must not be baibaipangpang.heh.okay sth like that.
5.must be smarter than me!!!
um i dunno already lar.
okay.nth to say le.OH
AHHHHH
i'm so happy my concert changed date!!!!!!
haha i was praying like xiao lar.
yay!
um.i think i'm falling aslp.shall try to do hmwk.byebye see you all soon!
oh on labour day right?pls rmb.=)

2006-04-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

Our blog is rather dead.. haha. Elissa go do the 8 qualities thing la. Then I'll help you look out for your ideal boyfriend:P Oh anyway on tues Jac, Margaret and I got kind of lost trying to get to some primary sch (forgot the name) for syto concert. It was quite stupid hahaa and ultra frustrating. Ok what a lame post I have no more inspiration. Post more another day my sister wanna use now.

i am sad=(

2006-04-14T09:30:00.000+08:00

i am really sick and tired of some pple.
sometimes they shld just mind their own business
and stop bothering me.
if they like to make fun of others to make themselves feel better
or insult others to boost their ego
or try to get gossip from me abt my close frens
thinking i wld betray them
i suggest they shld just get a life.
altho i may seem nonchalant to their rubbish
i am not.
so just moo off.
i miss ny=(

2006-03-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

erm hello!

all of u have been tagged! ^^ pls refer to my blog! muahaha

ok erm
decided to blog sth then...cm arh...i went for the NUS concert yesterday then erm realise sth..
u sound really good on the oboe! ok im not like very pro or anything but u sound GOOD! seriously good! so erm if u are like deciding over dropping or not... i think it ll be quite wasted.. >< sorry if that confused u but yar... ^^

n jac! poor thing...i really pity u...i ll pray for u to erm... ><

elissa!!! miss u miss u miss u!!! grrrr...especially when the concert last night played Noah's Ark n prince of egypt! then i ll think abt how u used to nag me n now im so slack cos no one's nagging me. T_T

ngah sze! haha i still like to pronounce ur funny name! muahaha...quite weird leh not seeing u around often...like so many yrs le ><

oh btw...yixi here in case u still dunno by now-.-

2006-03-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

hmm i really am blogging the most!!ahhh.

anw.hmm.maybe we should change the wishlist and the promises stuff.

cm dun sound so sad=) things might not be as we want them to be, but maybe it's for the best?=) and yes i think the cannot go same jc same band is sad.sigh.today had sa band and i missed you all A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT i felt like sec one again.=(

jac haha you sound super crazy. putting it on the floor??xiao!how to sell after that.hehe.

even though we're in diff jcs we'll still meet up often right??yesyes.okay i sound mad i'm talking to myself.WHY IS CM NOT ONLINE.

okay byebye!=)see you all soon!!!

2006-03-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hmmm just read Elissa's letter and remembered how we always wanted to go to the same jc and same uni and play in the same band and get into syo together. Turns out nothing ever happened the way we wanted it to. There are times we believe in something so much but then in an instant it changes. Ppl and events enter our life and it's exciting to be part of something big and bran new but sometimes I just wish it could all slow down and be like before.

LESPOIR

2006-03-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

yay! street collections for ccf was very fun! you all shld go if possible! (:
in contrary to the belief dat angmohs are generous, and sporeans are misers, it's false man! all the times ive gone, it's always de other way arnd! anyway, i was doing with kaihan and eric and yida (happy birthday!) and my exclassmate! suddenly met him at city hall, then he nice nice come join us and do for fun!=D
oh so we tried LOTS of methods abt how to go abt selling de collar pins. there was:
(1) de sneaking behind method: which eric tried, shocked de pple and failed
(2) de putting collar pin on de floor and wait for them to take it away with them method: this elderly couple picked it up and bought it!=); budden we had lots of failed tries when pple just STEPPED on it =(
(3) de flag a taxi and ask de taxi driver to buy: eric suggested this and of cos we didnt want to try it out. i stil want my toes=!
(4) de going to chio bus/scary looking pple: chio bus are really dao.
(5) singing shou qian shou: they sang it!
(6) shout i am lin junjie: cos eric is! hahah
(7) go to stars: quan yi feng and her hubby and chong qing! they are rather kind=) but not the one dat wld like attention so they didnt really talk to us.
oh and i met lots of band snrs! =)
haha it was really hilarious larh. then there were these 2 really irritating sporeans. first was this couple who was standing there idly, and when we approached them de woman walked away so obviously. so eric walked past dat woman's bf/husband like we werent even thinking of approaching them and we made a fool out of them! LOL.
then there was this auntie (okay she's like 20? but i'd like to call her auntie) she was like "do you get commission for this?" i'll leave you to analyse what dat says of her (: i actually had a list of things to say abt her. but seriously, it doesnt take dat long to just say no politely, eq no?
hmm okay i need to go clean up my grandma's room! SIGH goodbye guys! i hope we meet soon!(: esp yasi!

2006-03-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

hey!!
i think i'm the most enthu blogger.haha.

yay me cm jac went out on saturday!!yasi cldn make it=(

anw i had ZERO in my wallet(due to a stupid reason) so now i owe jac 1.30..i wish i were rich=(
we were feeling vv piggy and i wished one of us was rich then can buy stuff for us to EAT like the nice marks and spencers biscuits hehe.

aft going out with you all i realised how much i miss you all=(
and ahhh why does sajc's band concert clash with hc!!then we cant watch each other's concerts=( pray that they'll change the date of one..

actually we dint do much yesterday.just sat ard and talked.haha.oh and i felt quite happy taking the train home cos got cm to pei me!!cos now in sa everyone lives in the east=(

ok yup nth much to say le.see you all on thursday!!hope you all have a nice holiday=)

2006-03-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

Helloooo everyone let me tell you abt my concert on Friday. It was the most amusing concert I ever played in:D I mean firstly, most of the ppl (lots frm syto!) only went for one or two reh so we were all blur. Secondly, they kept changing conductors (for like every different movement of a piece, and sometimes even when its the same mvmt -__-). Thirdly everything sounds the same (old and chinesey). Fourthly the titles are in some terrible chinese handwriting I cant read so I can't tell which piece is which. Fifthy the scores are handwritten so the notes look like they belong both on the lines and in the spaces. Sixthly, damn sian=/ During the rehearsal we were like smsing non-stop and eating potato chips during the rest bars damn funny hahaha.

Ok some ppl told me to finish up this entry cos the (no mood to write cont next time) looks terrible. So in conclusion I told Elissa and Jac the remainder of the story on the train today so they know all abt it so dun need to blog abt it anymore:D Anyway I had a nice time today but stoned quite a bit cos rather tired. Hmmm... anyway today we were all broke. K hope we are more rich next time. SEE YOU ON THURSDAY:D

2006-03-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

hello!
ahhh we haven met (all four of us) for super long!
everyone's schedule clashes=(
okay and now the person i see most often is cm.haha just went for dinner with her on thursday.i shall tell you all what happened.okay um cm had to play in this concert thingy which ms lai told her abt.the practice (on thursday night) was at 715 while her oboe lesson ended at 5.so um.we went for dinner tgt in btwn.but eh prob was that we had NO IDEA where HONG LIM COMPLEX was.so we spent the bus ride calling a lot of pple and we sudd realised that can just call ms lai and ask for the guy's number to give directions.haha.and it turns out ms lai gave wrong info cos it's not near town or tanglin!!!it's in CHINATOWN.haha.okay.so it was a rather funny episode i think the whole bus must have been laughing at us.ESP if they knew where honglim complex was.hehe.
oh went back to nycb on tuesday for a while.too bad my junior wasnt ard.=(

i'm sick.but getting better le.=)yay.next wk is orientation two!exciting!

um.i was being bored (cos i'm stuck at home.dint go church today=( ) and i read our posts last yr.hmm i realised hor.i really really wanted to go hc.maybe that's why i feel so sad now=(
i guess i really dint expect to stay in sa.it nvr did like..occur to me.till now. and i think a lot of pple think i'm stupid to stay there when i can go nj which is NEARER but oh well.it's sort of too late now.

hmm nth to say le.bye!!take care=)

2006-02-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

hello!
haha acjc funfair was quite exciting yday=D we went like frm 11+ all de way to 5+ and we ATE thruout de whole thing. haha i think i ate a whole gallon of chocolate in those few hours=D
oh yes i hope yasi's ankle gets better, as well as her eyesight ;) (insidersjoke) no larh actually i think it's OKAY larh, just erm rather different. hah=)
anyway haha i think i freaked jasline out during lesson after we were trying to settle de cca appeal thing dat day=/ sigh i shall tell you guys wat happened cos i dun feel like blogging it=
okay take care guys! hope to see you guys soon=) and thanks elissa for de note:D hehe

2006-02-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

hey!!
haha i was trying to find band songs to listen to.and i gave up.cos everytime i hear a band song i feel sad.haha.then i rmb sec three eoy hols and sec four.rmb invictus?sixthsuite!noah's ark.children of sanchez.jericho too.haha.
ahhh WHEN ARE WE GONNA DO CIP TOGETHER??cm just reminded me.
hehe today had fun at the ac funorama.=)yay!
hmm when are we gonna meet again?

thx for the vday stuff too!and wow we all realised how creative cm is=P and jac can sew!!!!and yasi makes puzzles and stuff toys=).haha.

and you noe sth sad?i really dun feel like practising without you all ard.dunno leh.last time like so easy to just msg you all then we'll meet aft school to prac.those were rather happy days right?=)now so diff.dun even feel like practising.haha the reason why i joined band still and do not skip band pracs is a super stupid reason.i shant say here.haha.

ok.gtg.bye!=)take care(esp yasi!!stop falling down!)!

2006-02-17T19:37:00.000+08:00

For some weird reason my mother is trying to pick up a third language.. So now she is speaking to me in Malay all day -__-

Sigh you know what every time I see/hear the band ppl practising their instruments in school I feel guilty for being so slacky. I think I need more self-discipline.

Oh thanks everyone for the Vday presents and Elissa thanks for letting me go your house and kope all the fabric paints! Guess that's about it.. not much to update. Hope u all are having fun:)

2006-02-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

hello!!
hmm i hope that this wont get deleted by blogger like my previous post.and cm's prev post too.

hehe friday!!we finally went out tgt=)overall we were quite happy with results.ny's std 'deproved' but seriously i think it improved.or at least maintained.cos all the ip students dint take Os what.so the percentages will change right.ok beside the no more 100 percent jc part.but anw..i was very sad at first..and um i dun feel like elaborating but i was being self centred which is wrong.hmm.ok abt the happy part.YASI TREATED US!!to sakae sushi!um but we each paid her five dollars still.but yay!!so generous.hee.
oh then on sunday cm jac me went ikea bought vday stuff=)nice!and went my house bake COOKIES and BROWNIES.and personalise vday stuff.yep.then we went to jp celebrate yixi's bday.yay.
hmm today i had no school!met cm aft my class outing at westmall.then shopped for more vday stuff.then she went my house to decorate again.hehe i think cm's creativity is getting better.haha.and tmr i am gonna be WONDERFUL and go hc EARLY IN THE MORNING to pass them the stuff they left at my house.hmm.ok i gtg and talk to my jie abt my choices.=(bye!

2006-02-10T01:05:00.001+08:00

omg!results are releasing in 13 hours time...scared..u knoe wad..i suddenly realised how much i miss all of you..after seeing aiwen today when she crashed ac..i so much hoped tt u guys were here too..so sad right..its like i havent seen u guys for so long lah..esp jac and cm...hmm...oh well..results...some how i really hope results will not come out..so we dun really have to make decisions...in life..there are so many solutions for us to make..so much so tt i m sick and tired of the fact tt i have to cause myself to be in dilemma...how?i seriously dun like this feeling...the next decision i have to make is going to affect me perhaps for the rest of my life..basically..i only have 3 schools in mind:HC NJ AC...HC because all my friends are there...and tt life there is so similar to tt of NY's...Nj because eunice says tt the science teachers there r good and tt my friends are going there...AC obviously is because i am used to the surrounding and people in there...its really stupid of me to choose school based on my friends..and even worse..because of people i like etc..this is so pathetic..i cant make up my mind at all..i feel so lost and depressed..sigh...wad should i do?then again...i should erm like first look at my results first right?sigh..will i be able to live pass today?

2006-02-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

2006-02-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

absence makes the heart grow fonder.
boo im sick=( ive got a terrible sorethroat and flu. jan passed super fast larh=] i think i just wasted one month doing nth. and soon 2006 is going to be over and im gonna get older, which is terrible. looking at my grandmother,i really dread growing old. anyway i cooked dinner for her today!=D i thot it was quite nice, for once. my chicken porridge is powderfoo man, it's not bland lorh. but de vege a bit =/ hmmm then she kept asking me to eat more vege when she nvr eat much! tsk. i shall work harder= sigh, i must start cherishing de times when i can cook for her already...i hate it when times like these come=( time shld just stop and take a rest. hmm i think ever since i came hc, i have been writing very depressing posts. =] haha
OH today's csp lesson was soo funny=] edward actually told de tcher he cld not speak chinese. i no speaka chioneise? haha imagine how exasperated dat tcher was. oh and i got a flower frm my mortal yday!=) yay! very pretty=D it brightened up my gloomy terrible day. it's so nice looking at it now still=) LALALA.

2006-02-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

i m so sorry i never blog for so long..really..i havent come online for awhile and each time i come online its only for 15 min..havent had time to erm..surf the net or even blog at all..yup..cm are u angry?u sound so pissed..i m sorry..yep..talking about jc life..its so fun..i simply love my class alot.even tho its over populated by guys..20:7..but oh well..the guys treat the gurls well..and we all look out for each other..which is really good..and my og too..really nice and fun bunch of people..i seriously dun wanna my class to split...hmm...oh well..but is ac really meant for me?i miss u guys so much la..all the fun and laughter we shared..but then again..distance make the hearts grow fonder..am i right?i m not very sure..oops..haha..yes..but i seriously cant wait to see you guys soon...and hmm..os results is like less than one week from now..and according to my TEACHERSSSSS...results are coming out on monday..which is very very scary..and...sigh..i dunno wad to say..