Friday, October 28, 2005

hey.been studying for Os and stuff and haven talked to you all for some time.actually i just talked to yasi ytdy.ok so maybe just jac and cm.haha cant wait till aft Os!!
hmmm.i like ziqian!!!even though i think he's rly lame and has a stupid lame face sometimes.but he's so nice!!haha.and now i think dangou is getting shuai-er and shuai-er.but he's still mean lor.
oh.and i feel a bit strange now cos my um sort of REAL O lvl pprs are in one and a half week's time and i'm still watching tv and i'm not being very hardworking cos i nvr ever follow my timetables.which is sad.=(stupid complacent me.
hmmm i've been studying the whole yr and now the exams are finally here.sadly, i dont feel v prepared for Os leh.i always thought tt by two or three weeks before my Os, i'd have finally memorised everything in geog and ss, wont have to worry abt my math and sciences le.but here i m doing stupid physics tys and wondering why i cant rmb all the definitions.and looking at geog happily testing myself and realising that i haven really memorised properly yet.and looking at ss notes and realising i cant rmb the stupid dates and everything else.
and i feel super stupid and lousy now and i hate it that some irritating pple just keep expecting me to do well.it's not like i can just snap my fingers and ding! the A1s come out.argh.I WISH.
ok i blogged so much byebye.oh jiayou for your HCL Os on monday!=)


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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

hellooo. haha i realised i havent bloggged in ages but i dun really feel like saying anything. hmm life is so unpredictable. so are pple. my mind's a blank. i shall just go eat more. bye.


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Friday, October 14, 2005

Wow... our blog looks rather dead. Anyway, exams are over for Jacklyn and I (besides HCL o's, of course) but Elissa and Yasi are working very very hard for O levels now so must JIA YOU!!=D Ok I think I will update more tomorrow when I think of stuff to say, and anyway tomorrow we are going for JC open houses, which I hope will be fun=D Anyway I like DANG OU!!=D


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Monday, October 10, 2005

hey!me again.hmm.anw.this is my last week of sch, and as much as i dun want it to end, i want it to finish real quick.really feel so tired out.everyday we get a new stack of papers to complete.and every tchr wants us to complete everything, and it costs like ten dollars a week, and i think i'm dying.
today they said they're gonna review the moderation.i feel quite angry at some pple.sigh.even though i dint benefit much from it and felt sad at first=(, i was quite glad they moderated.cos quite a number of my classmates minused 5 from their l1r5 and haha cheryl minused 7!!wow.so i was rly happy for them.but today pple were saying how those who did well were selfish as some complained they dint benefit or complained the mod made pple who prev did worse than them do better.but those pple who said they were selfish shld seriously think again.arent they being selfish too?i mean, you gain 5 pts, and some pple dint, only to see others doing better.how would you feel?ok fine you say they alr got like 9,10 pts, complain what?but to them right, these 1 or 2 pts cld have brought them to a better jc like hc or rj right?sigh.i felt quite shocked when i saw pple getting so upset over it.and i guess everyone is selfish and wants to benefit the most.and no type of moderation will ever be super fair.just hope mdm mak decides to have a mod that is the best i guess.though i dunno what will be.
ok sorry for crapping so much but i'm just feeling saddened by some very insensitive pple.hmm.i dint do as badly as i thought i would for prelims.but it's by God's grace i got what i did.dont think it was what i deserved.so i guess i'm happy.will try for hc.if cant then go ac lor.yep.hmmm.Os are coming!i shall work harder.i think i'm burning out sadly.everyone seems to have sudd become so hardworking and i'm so slacky argh.i want Os to end NOW.pls be over soon.cant wait till the day i can finally NOT study and not feel guilty.=)
oh btw.jiayou cm and jac for their eoys!haha.doubt both of u'll see this though hehe.wow such a long post.


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